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Time for a completely useless post not regarding myself...
Alright ladies and gentlemen, with today's amount of outbreaks and epidemics such
as bird flue, SARS, H1N1 and even in the past they had the plague. With epidemics
hitting the human race generation by generation, the likely effects of a zombie outbreak
seems probable. Go ahead and laugh, but would you be prepared when it happens when
you least expect it? Do you think you would survive? Here are some tips for the survival
of 2010!

First of all, when an outbreak occurs, of course you would need to depend on the help of
others to survive as well. It is a fact that you cant do it alone, and teamwork is essential
for survival. However, the rule of "dont trust anybody" applies in a situation as dire as this
as it is every man for himself. So here is a list of people you might require to ensure survival.

1) The gullible friend
In order to survive a zombie epidemic, you need a gullible friend. Why so? Well, its an extra
body and he is gullible! Gullible friends have many functions, the first one is that they are
a great form of diversion. You can always coax them into diverting the attention of zombies
away from you while you can make a clean escape(his safety is not important). You can
also coax him into doing things you wouldnt dare do yourself, such as looking for food in
a creepy building and being bait. Well, in the case of being chased by a massive number
of zombies, all you have to do is be able to outrun him! not the zombies. So you can coax
him into running slower, thats if you can find such a good gullible friend.

2) The hot chick
Yeah baby! In every zombie apocalyptic world you need a hot chick by your side. In a
world overun by zombies, hot chicks somehow come in handy because the become xena
warriors with chainsaws of all a sudden for some unknown reason. So yeah she's a plus to
have cos at one point of your journey to survival she will save your life somehow. Plus,
she is better at coaxing the gullible friend anyways ;). Oh yeah, she is the only chance of
you repopulating the world.

3) The smart guy
This guy is a must, he is the one who handles all the technical stuff such as devicing strategies
, flying helicopters, busting security systems and hardwiring cars. The smart guy doesnt
survive well so learn from him what you need. He is a plus factor in survival as well, cos
even the gullible friend could outrun him in a zombie chase cos of his lesser physical state.

4) The policeman
During a mad dash out of the city, you would probably run into one of these guys. They are
dependable cos they are brave and they are armed. However this is in Malaysia, so you
might have to bribe these guys first =.= of course, he doesnt realise that money doesnt have
value anymore but just give it to him. Well, urmm you can just wait for him to get killed
so you can have his gun, car and maybe his hat

5) The dog
Dogs are very useful as the senses are way stronger than ours. They bark when those
smelly zombies are nearby and give warnings before and imminent attack. However,
you would require a smart dog that follows you around and not chase after zombies and
in turn join their already massive numbers. Plus factor in survival, if food runs out, the
dog is there. oops

In a world invaded by zombies you require some items for survival. These items can
be useful in the sense of offensive attacks, defense and for consumption. Here is a
short list of items that you might want to carry around with you.

1) A melee weapon
You would require something long, thick and pointy. Not talking about the one you guys
already have tho. Something like a long metal pole, which can be used for pushing and
hitting. Knifes are useless and you will get bitten before you can even deal any damage.

2) A gun(from the dead policeman)
Use this only when required. This is the best form of persuasion for the gullible friend.
Save one bullet because its better to die by a bullet than being torn into dozens of
pieces.

3) A bottle of liquor
This is a useful item when you are feeling cowardly. You can drink it before death is close

or you can use it to burn those undead bastards. Still, alcohol is quite valueble in an
apocalyptical world. So just down it anyways.

4) Cigarettes
Who cares about lung cancer when you are gonna die eventually? In a world filled with
death and misery why not start? Wouldnt kill anyone anyways. Plus it looks cool.

5) A stolen vehicle(hardwired by the smart guy)
Duhhhhh, you wanna walk?

6) A radio transmitter(somehow souped up by the smart guy)
To find more smart guys out there, more gullible friends and hopefully more hot chicks.

7) food, water, medikit, medicine, clothing, condoms, etc

Tips and tricks
Tips and tricks of surviving a zombie outbreak in Malaysia
1) You have bigger chance of survival if you flee to kampung areas
2) Do not stay and defend in a single area, that never works out
3) If the infection happened on a friday avoid mosques
4) If you worry about guilt, dont. Malaysians have 0 attractiveness, killing them would be easy.
5) Avoid times square and prangin mall, wouldnt wanna be killed by lala zombies @__@
6) Malaysia is a diverse country, zombies have camouflague at night
7) Ignore fat zombies, they will die of cardiac arrest anytime
8) Dont hide in jungles, if zombies dont get you, pontianaks will

to be continued

Not so lonely Christmas

oIm now currently in Semenyih, I just got here by flight and taxi about 5 hours ago. My
flight was around 8am because the later flights were booked solid. Had to wake up around
5am because the airport is 45 mins from my place and I had to be at the check in counter
45mins before the boarding time. Lets just say I didnt entirely sleep early last night and I
had a hard time waking up and doing my last minute packing. I had a 5 hour nap earlier,
I really needed that.

My trip to Penang this time lasted about 9 days, and it was somehow bittersweet. I did
manage to hang out with most of my close friends but not all of them, due to some time
difficulties by both parties. Didnt really do much this time because not only did I have
limited access to the car, my friends were also busy with their own stuff such as assignments
and examinations. I didnt exactly manage to spend much time with my parents either so
this holiday was kinda sad. However, on the brightside, Jess and her sister
came down and I saw them on Christmas and boxing day, so yeah, not so sad. :)

In Penang, I managed to curb my addiction for L4D2 by finishing all the maps like twice with
my friends. Therefore I wouldnt be tempted to drive all the way to cheras to play during the
exam period. I avoided playing new online games as well to avoid being infront of the computer
screens all the time. Its about high time I eliminate all these distractions before my examination. Although I would require some inspiration to jump start on the books.

Well, being back here means Ill be going through the old routine again. Being away from the
gym for ten days means Im gonna go through hell during tomorrow's session. I cant wait
because I can feel my arms and body weakening from over-indulging back home. Anyways
its been awhile since I pigged out, so I kinda deserve it because Ive lost quite alot of weight
over the semester. Hopefully I can buff up by the end of the coming semester, anybody wanna
be my gym buddy?

Anyways, one last quick random update. Stoner is doing fine, but the stupid dog grew fast
over the course of one week. It has lost all its puppy fats along with significant cute values lol.
Lucky thing that my housemate was around to feed it during the holidays if not I would have
to depend on the security guard, which would not have been easy. Glad that things are going
good so far, gonna rest awhile, get some dinner and do some study later. Hopefully, I need
some form of motivation lol. :)

2

It feels great to be back home after being in Semenyih for such a long time. It
feels as though Ive been gone for a really long time. I was so suprised yesterday
when I got back to see that ALL my pets have grown significantly FATTER.
WTF, all my dogs are now like 1/4 times bigger and same with my cats. Super
fat animals, but I prefer them that way anyways :D.

As usual, on the first night of my return I usually dont have a curfew and would
be out for the whole night/morning. The curfew usually only comes in effect when
I go out too often and come home too late. My curfew btw is usually around 2-3am.
Yesterday I came home around 4 smth. Had a L4D2 session in netcity, luckily it
just came out :). It was so much fun cos everything is so new, but of course I had to
try it out in easy mode first lol. Gonna go advance sometime next week. After that
it was mamaking at Abu, been awhile since I had such a big supper.

Today was rather uneventful, I spent the whole day at home lazing. I basically spent
my time playing games and watching tv. Didnt spend much time contacting the outside
world lol. Cant really go around at my own will because my car isnt here with me. Earlier
I asked my dad to let me drive his car but he was a bit hesitant of course. Im not too
keen myself because Im scared of driving his huge ass car. Well, at some point of this
holiday Im going to have to drive it and hopefully not crash it lol.

Anybody wanna watch Zombieland with me? Ive already got someone to watch
Avatar with me. Kwen get yo ass back here man!! We've gotta have some blue reef
and netcity sessions with the gorilla when you get back LOL!! Got no new jokes
this time tho.. Feel like playing paintball all of the sudden =.=

Return

Yesterday, well not really yesterday since its already midnight, well 2 days ago
I was at pavillion with a uni friend and two friends from secondary school. Its really
nice to see that old and new friends can come together and socialise without any
problems and slight awkwardness haha. But of course there will be chemistry, I
dont pick friends out of thin air you know ;)

It was nice to talk again to my friends who I have not seen for over a year. Reminding
each other of the fun times we had and the hard times we went through together. Being
with them really reminds me of the great life in my boarding school and makes miss that
place all over again after getting over it a long time ago. I can help but get that nostalgic
feeling of being in my boarding school. The serenity, the trees surrounding the place,
the yellowish white walls, the cracked concrete path ways, the crickets singing at night,
the cold soothing night air, the familiar faces all year round, the cosy little room, the
relaxing weekends, the swimming pool, the badminton court, the sunset, everything about
the place I miss it dearly. Haih, time flies.

Im coming home, really soon. Only a few minutes ago had I realised that Ill be home
in 5 days time! Im really really looking forward to that, hanging out with my friends
and hopefully be able to play L4D2. I cant wait!! I miss my home so much, its been
a while since I really thought about home because of the great times Im having in
campus and the amount of assignments bombarded at me. Now that I suddenly
realise that Im 5 days away from home is like putting a muffin in an oven for 10 mins
and it popped out in 3 mins. Im not sure how would this analogy help you understand
but yeah... lol. However this time around, Ill be leaving quite a few things behind, Ill
be leaving my car behind, Ill be leaving little Stoner behind and most importantly Im
leaving my dear shooting star behind, my wish that came true :).. sigh

Goodnight people =)

The Green Path

Finally Im done with my QM assignment. I went through hell this weekend
completing it. It wasnt exactly hell when you have friends over your place to
do it together lol. It is during assignments when you get to know the true nature
of your coursemates. This is something I learnt over the weekend, as I got
to know my coursemates better through working together and the absence of
some others was proof enough for me about their intentions. I will not state
here what sort of intentions.

Anyways, on saturday I rushed my assignment from 1pm to 5am. It was the
first time I ever did something like this. I realise that at 5am, Im a completely
different person. Its not exactly a good thing really. Around 5am I realise that
I am actually less coherent. I tend to talk alot of crap around that time and
when people talk, all I hear is words, drifting by as my brain fail and fail again
to process and interpret what that person is trying to say to me. Its almost
like DDR in my head, except my brain isnt trying at all to hit the arrows lol.

This was proven when I woke up in the morning to find the vocabulary in my
essay being complete bullshit, but the facts were there, much to my relief.

This morning as I walked to the assignment submission counter, I realised
that this semester is ending. Time has flew by so fast, and it made me realise
that Im already in Uni, I made new friends, Ive ditched some old ones and
my life has changed significantly for the better(of course) over the course of
this semester. Its just that, I let everything pass me by at such a rate to the
point where I didnt even take the time to stop and look at where I currently
stand and who I am, right now, as a person, perhaps as someone else, as me.

This year is ending soon, in less than a month's time and it would mark my
second year in Nottingham. Ive been through so much in this uni, Ive met
so many people, I learnt so many things here, experienced so many things
and lived my life here, in Semenyih, my second home. I know I actually
complained a lot about this place, about the people, about everything. But
it took me time to realise that for once Im actually having fun being away
from home, and the people who may hurt me sometimes are my true friends.

I would like to talk on and on about what I did in Nottingham and what
I learnt but that would perhaps take another post. So I would like to
extend my gratitude here to whoever Ive met in Notts whether just
a hi bye friend or a very goodfriend. Each and everyone of you have made
my life here(and still are) and interesting one. I bid you all goodnight :)

Fatigue

Just when I thought that I can relax and run away from assignments, they
slowly crawl back in once again. Last week I handed in two assignments and
looked forward to a relaxing weekend, but no, there is another one due this
monday, quantitative methods. Wth, everheard of assignment for maths?
Maths has always been my all time favourite subject in secondary school but
in college and uni it has been like the worse form of nightmare I can ever imagine.

My module is called Applied Research Methods I: Quantitative methods. It
is a form of maths for psychologists to use I guess. I dont even see the point.
What makes this form of maths stand out from our conventional maths is that
it is in a more theoretical form which means we have to explain equations,
formulas and symbols in words. sigh......

Never have I ever been so worried about an assignment or something related
to work before during this semester. The assignment is due in less than 3 days
time and I have barely started. I guess this is gonna be a hell of a weekend for
me,but do I have a choice? I cant wait to return back to Penang, everyone is
back now! Well, almost everyone. I havent seen my islander friends so a really
long time, I miss you guys, seriously =(

Argh, there it goes again. My stomach has been acting up a lot lately im not sure
why. Maybe its because I ate some really messed up stuff lately. My diet has been
quite meaty lately as I eat very less vegetables and no fruits at all. This week my
stomach has been really freaky, Ive had many uncomfortable trips to the toilet during
these past few days. Earlier during this evening, within 2 hours I was in and out of
the toilet for 4 times already. haih..

Im coming back on the 18th =). Really looking forward to that. I miss home so much,
but I wont be able to enjoy it much tho, Ill be home only from the 18th till the 26th,
because I have papers during early January. So, this is suppose to be a study break
and not a relaxing holiday. Im not gonna stay back here like I did last year, most
regretabble decision ever made! I miss FUG! =p

Anybody wanna take care of stoner during my absence? This is my biggest dillema ever. =(
haih,=(

Those Three Cliche Words

What is love? In my own opinion I think it is something that is not innate. Love,
is actually a less primal form of lust. Just that over time, men have found a way
to tame lust and find a more civilized way of displaying it through love. Any doubts?
One of them is mammalian animal parents. They show their "love" towards their
young by protecting them and feeding them, I can honestly say it is just instinct.
Why do you think that mammlian parents leave their young at some point? Love
for their mates? Plain lust, no doubt about that. Its just their innate instinct to mate
and continue the existence of the species. Sometimes, this applies to humans as well.

Back to the point, why do we feel love? When you "love" somebody because they
are good looking, that isnt really love anymore, that is plain lust. Whats stopping
you from raping them upside down is because of constraints we have from the
law, morals, ethics bla bla bla. The only way to truly feel love in my own opinion
or from my own experience atleast, is to truly LOVE them. There is no other word
for it, no other way to show it. It is the most complex and mysterious feeling a
human can actually feel and yet those who have felt it can never explain how it
exactly feels to truly love someone.

To me, love is more than hugs and kisses. More than sweet talk. More than words
can ever explain. Its something that makes you happy, sad and angry all at the
same time and yet you get so addicted to it. It makes you brave, it brings out the
best out of you sometimes, it is one of the best forms of motivation and yet it can
tear you down and scar you for life. Some people say it is bullshit and they do it
for the sex or for show, to prove that you can score a girl or guy that is so hot. For
those who think that way, I feel more pity than disgust for you because you are no
different from all those animals out there in the wild, and they are the brainless ones.

I know I have no right to judge what about what other people feel or what they do,
but its just my own opinion thats all. As usual, I dont mean to insult or offend anyone
on this blog. Im just voicing out what I feel and what I can word out from my own
mouth. There is so much more that I would like to say, but perhaps for some other
time.

I dont lust you,
I love you

Stoner

This weekend was quite a hectic one actually, well, not exactly this weekend
these past few days anyways. I couldnt be assed to explain what occured
these past few days but it involved a lot of eating and running around lol.
In addition to that Im busting my ass on my assignments right now thats
why I have not been in the mood to blog lately. Haih I cant wait for all of
this to end. The beginning of the sem was so carefree, I guess I just let it

all go too hard... so much for relaxation lol..

Anyways there is an addition to my house now. The picture says it all
lol.. World, meet Stoner :)

tu owh wan tu

Lately it has been raining a lot because of the rainy season I guess? Everyday
by the time its evening, it will rain like crazy and there will be loads of thunder
and lightning. I dunno why, but I made a pact with some of my coursemates to
climb broga hill during a thunderstorm. To me it sounded like a good idea when
we planned it and laughed about it. But when the time comes, it isnt exactly
very funny anymore. The thought of climbing up a very slippy mountain during
a massive rain isnt very appealing when you stare out the window watching the
heavy droplets patter on the floor, the thunder drumming away as it causes the
very roof above you to rattle and lightning that blinds your eyes for a spilt second.

These are the makings of madness, which we usually observe from the comfort of
our sheltered houses. But a deal is a deal, after my assignments are done we are
gonna climb up broga hill in a storm whether we like it or not. SHUCKS! I am actually
very tempted to do it, but Im not sure if ill come down broga hill alive or not! LOL!

Anyways, due to the weather it has been really cold lately. Last night I slept without
the fan and with my windows just ever so slightly open. At first, it was too warm but
I knew it would be too cold if I turned my fan off so I kept it off. Within 5 minutes of
so called temperature purgatory the cold air seeped in and my room was engulfed by
a layer of cold air. It got so cold to the point where I wrapped myself with my blanket
without the fan, for the first time ever. It was that cold.

Today, there was heavy rain as usual but slightly heavier and longer than the norm.
The wind was quite strong as windows and doors around my humble rented home
rattled like demons were sneaking into my house lol, descriptive much? After the
rain ended, the thunder continued echoing in the air as flashes of lightning are seen
brightening up my gloomy room for a few milliseconds. When It was dinner time I
drove out with my housemates and we were greeted by quite a horrendous scene
in semenyih town. Most of the street lamps were blown down like uprooted trees,
signboards we usually see are flung away, roofs were blown off and traffic lights
were functioning. The damage was catastrophic.

The days are going to continue getting gloomier, as the rainy season has yet to end.
Its a good thing I still have you as my substitute sunshine =)

K.A.R.M.A

K.ena
A.fter
R.onald
M.ake
A.ss of himself

Only recently have I ever felt the great power of karma. Although it may
be hard to believe but what goes around really comes around. For me
anyways. It all started with my housemate Kenneth, Ive seen things
that happened to him after his misdeeds, but I realised that I share the
same fate with him as well haha. Not everyone is affected by karma
anyways, just some certain lucky individuals like me and dear Kenneth
hahah.

Over the past few weeks of this semester, Ive been through all sorts
of karmaish incidents. I am seriously more aware and guilt conscious
of my actions as not to receive any bad karma, but of course with
someone of my nature, it would be a miracle for that not to happen.
Well, there are two sorts of karma, instant karma and long-run karma.
Instant karma is something that happens to you immediatly after
the person commits the deed/misdeed, believe it or not, instant
karma isnt something that is uncommon. Long-run karma is
something that happens to you, and you start to think, why the heck
did I do to deserve this? And the thought pops in ure head, OH YEAH
I DID THIS OR THAT YESTERDAY. =.=

As for today, I was hit with the worse karma, everrrrrrrrrr. Today was
such a crappy day full of embarassment. Two incidents that made me a
complete fool in campus. First, was my attempt to make a side park infront
of an audience at the carpark. That didnt go well and it left me being laughed
at by a crowd of people as I sped off. As I was walking to class with my
bruised ego, yet something else happened. I was so blur when I was looking
for Jess in a class of 300 people. So while the class was going on I called her
and I talked really loud on the phone. The lecturer stopped the lecture and gave me a
stare along with 300++ students. It was all too much for me and I walked
off. Fuck it. FML.

As you can see, the power of karma. This must be thanks to me excessively
making fun of the polar bear. hehehe. Its worth it anyways. Well, I must have
done something really good, cos karma blessed me with you. =)

Quickie

Hi guys, its been a while since I last updated so here it goes. This week wasnt
exactly very happening but last week was kinda crazy for me. As I mentioned
earlier I reaturned back to Penang but I didnt mention much about the BBQ

and the AAR concert.

Well, there is nothing much to blog about the BBQ since the pangeelapongers
have mentioned so much about it so Im just gonna upload some pics here.
BTW I wouldnt mind having another one. I had a kick ass time =)

As for the AAR concert it was a blast but Ill probably never look forward to
going to another concert again because of how crappy it was. We waited hours
in a crowd of super heat releasing, stinky people. If Im not mistaken someone
crapped in his/her pants too as a rancid odour hung in the air. The local acts
were good but by the time the AAR were out I was already moodless as FISH.
They kept us waiting, you shitfaces! The only highlight of the night is something
else for me =)

Assignments are coming in quick. Will be kinda busy for the next few weeks
I guess. Looking forward to a great semester anyways. Goodbye people =)

Penisland

Im currently in Penang now cos of some urgent matter. It is nothing
serious really. Dont worry, no one got injured or died falling off a
sleepy mountain. I had to come back to sign some documents, I
nearly had to skip the bbq and the AAR concert for this reason.
But thanks to my careful time management I am able to enjoy
both and still be able to be home to settle this matter and still
spend time with my family.

Well it kinda happened like this, my dad called me up one day and
told me he needed me home sometime soon to sign some documents.
He said that its no real rush so we will discuss it later on. Within the
next 2 hours he called again and it was a real RUSH and I had to be
home ASAP. After a few cursing and swearing on the phone I am
here within a day. There was a sense of urgency to it tho. I had to
fly back using last minute booking and my brother fetched me
from the airport to the office. There I signed the documents while
being looked on by my bros, my dad and this office dude. Its like
some peace treaty signing of some sort. Glad thats over.

Atleast Im home now! The place where I will never ever think twice
about going to. I'll be here for less than 24 hours but atleast Im spending
the night. Ah, on my comfy bed in my spacious room with my cat by my
side, what more can this banana ask for? I already have the pork products
with me to take to semenyih already hehe. Ahh, Penang =)

As for tomorrow its just going to be a slight rush. My flight is at 8:10am
so I have to be up by 6 and out of the house by 6:45. I will arrive around
9am and from there I will take a cab to semenyih. When I get to semenyih
then its off to Midvalley and a few hours after that is the AAR concert.
Hence the end of a nice weekend. Bye people :D

Double Walker

This weekend has to be one of the most stoner weekends for me. I told myself
that I would study but I ended up napping the whole weekend away. My weekend
consisted of me waking up at 9 for various reasons. By the way when I say weekend
I mean from thrusday to sunday cos my classes end on weds. How did my weekend
get screwed up in the first place? Cos of the drinking session on weds, oh boy that
really killed me lol.

Well you see, on thursday morning(after the drinking session) I had to go to campus
to study so I didnt sleep in. I napped on thursday as well. Friday, I had to go to gym
so I woke up at 9 again, therefore I didnt sleep in. On saturday I planned to to sleep in
but the damn garderner, who rarely came decided to pick a perfect day to come and
YES he came at 9. Knocking on the door to ask my housemate to move his car. I couldnt
continue sleeping cos of his weedwhacker. As for today(sunday) I had nightmares in my
sleep. Therefore I woke up at 9 feeling really blurrr. As for tmr? Cant sleep in either,
class is at 10.

Haih, as for today I woke up at 9 after my nightmares. Proceeded to gym for a really
massive work out, fucking me over in the process. After gym it was around 12 I had
a light breakfast and proceeded to watch tv from 1 to 4, skipping lunch. BIG MISTAKE.
I took a nap at 4 till 7 and when I woke up I felt like I had lack of energy and I couldnt
move. I had a big dinner in the kajang foodcourt.

Something weird happened at the kajang foodcourt, as I was sitting down waiting for
my food, someone among the crowd caught my attention. It was a guy(no! not a gay
moment) standing infront of one of the stalls. What was so special about this dude?
HE FUCKING LOOKED LIKE ME, well sorta. I know its hard to believe, but usually
when someone says that this guy or that guy looks like me, I usually disagree, but
dis guy was different. For some reason he reminded me of me. It was a very creepy
moment for me. He has the mole, the hunch I usually do, the hair(with the long
side burns) and the stoner face that usually stares at me back in the mirror.

It was a too creepy for me lol. Finally meeting up with my doppelganger, but I can
honestly say that I am way better looking than him =p

Unconventional Dillema?

Recently during my psychology class my lecturer showed us a video regarding
the human thinking. Well, I forgot what was the purpose of the video but here
is how it goes. There is a scenario where a trained actor who is a really hot girl,
who takes a walk in a crowded street and she suddenly faints(she pretends).

There she lies on the ground, and within seconds people rush to her aid picking
her up and calling 911. According to the study, it took about an average of 6 seconds
before people rushed to help her. Does this means that our human society are a bunch
of loving and helpful people? We'll look at the seconds scenario.


There is another male actor, dressed as a homeless man who walks on a crowded
street and faints(he pretends) all of the sudden. This "homeless man" wasnt exactly
as fortunate as the attractive lady. People walked pass by him and ignored him. There
he laid on the ground while people walked by taking little notice of him, keeping their
distance from him while walking by. It took about 20++ minutes before some people
who reluctantly helped him by calling 911. None of them bothered to make physical
contact with him unlike the attractive woman. Perhaps there is still hope for us afterall?
We'll let's take a look at the third scenario.


The same male actor still dressed as a homeless man faints on a crowded street. This

time he is holding an empty can of beer. Again people walk pass by ignoring him and
keeping the distance as usual. This time, even after 20++ minutes people continue
ignoring him. But an astonishing 80 mins go buy and still nobody helps him. Then
when it looked like our perfect moralistic and ethical society was about to lose its
image, another homeless woman appraoches the "homeless man". She nudges him
and asks him to wake up. But the actor followed instructions and remained motionless.
She continued nudging him and he doesnt respond. So she stood by him asking passer by's
to call him an ambulance. People ignored her making no eye contact. Yet she stood there,
still asking people to call an ambulance as she had no handphone, and people ignored her.

At one point she took the empty can of beer from the actor's hand and threw it away
and continued asking passer-bys to call an ambulance. It took about a good 20 mins
before a woman called an ambulance. While the ambulance was arriving, the homeless
woman gave the actor words of encouragement, and told him the ambulance was coming.
She even called him by a name, which was Billy, as though she had already developed
a connection with this passed out "homeless man". When help arrived this homeless
woman didnt even expect any form of gratitude. She just walked off carrying on with
her life disappearing in the city

Ask yourself, if you were one of the passer-bys would you help? Would you just spend
10 secs of ure life calling an ambulance atleast? Honest I think you wouldnt, cos I wouldnt.
A drunken homeless man passed out on the road. Who gives a shit right? But not this
homeless woman. Makes all us God-fearing, moralistic, self respecting and ethical
human beings look like shit right? This post doesnt encourage you to do anything, just
to think about it. How many percent of human beings out there would have a heart
as big as this homeless woman's? Sometimes it takes more than just forwarding
emails to save a life. Dont you think so?

Into the abyss

hey guys, sorry Ive not been blogging lately cos Ive been busy I guess. Well I
just finished a video I made and here it is. I wont be doing another one anytime
soon because its really time consuming, but it was fun :)
I made this in a rush so, no harsh critic k? =/
please leave comments :D

Red

Have you ever had a random feeling where you just felt angry for a
reason you dont really know? Like there is someone you felt like screaming
your lungs out at but you just couldnt really tell who. You keep telling
yourself not to be angry cos there is really no reason but somehow its
inside of you constantly nudging you at the ribs. The feeling actually
feels like your heart is being squeezed in between your lungs. Its an
annoying sensation, which seems to be only able to be cured if you
did something about it. Something aggresive, something crazy, something
violent, yet that doesnt really help either.

Well first of all maybe you might be angry at more than just one person.
Or perhaps its over something you might have just forgot about, but your
temper subconsciously flares over it anyways. Maybe its because you are

angry over more than one reason, till it becomes too overwhelming to the

point that you couldnt really give a shit about what you are angry about,
you just feel angry for the fucks of it.

I do not know why for some aparent reason, when someone has tested my
patience to the maximum limit I can never ever bring myself to forgive that
person. Whenever he or she does something wrong that triggers my temper,
even ever so slightly Ill instantly feel hatred for that person. Sounds stupid
right? Well Im fixing it. Atleast Im trying to anyways. Haih I hate it when
my anger fucking takes over.

Well things that mostly tick me off is not as what most of my friends think.
Here is a list of things where people may think that pisses me off but actually
its doesnt really do much. Im cool with this, well sort of
1) Late when meeting with me
2) Teasing/annoying me
3) hitting me for no apparent reason
4) etc etc

These are the things where you should pay more attention to.
1) When you dont tell me anything
- for one, I dont think I am a mind reader. When something is wrong, or you
have to tell me something important, spill it out! Dont expect me to find out
on my own and cause massive complications. I fucking swear nobody ever
tells me anything, or atleast something I should REALLY know, that ticks me
off to the max.

2) Being insensitive around me

- ok fine, teasing me once in a while is all fine and dandy. Its funny and yes
we can have a good laugh. But if you overly and continuosly do it, that really
gets on my nerves cos it gets really annoying after awhile. I know I usually
accept insults or whatever but that does not that you can step on me all the
time.

3) Never listen
- I hate stubborn people who never ever listen. The problem is some people
can be so stubborn at times cos of their ego. Damn cant stand it when someone
tries to act smart in a certain situation and somehow fucks it even more with
their so called intellect.

Ok, thats enough ranting for one night. Sorry if I have offended anyone, this
post is not intentionally directed to anyone. Its just a general post about
whatever. Peace.

NOTICE(semi important)

I have changed my old number from 0194161260 to 0124287696

Disenchanted

Hi again everyone, Im currently updating this crappy stagnant blog
from my friend's laptop as mine is still in Penang. It will be sent to me
in a few day's time I guess so I shall continue persevering life without
a personal computer for just a while longer. Its been about 10 days
since the holidays officially ended and its been fine so far. There is
nothing much to read up and its quite relaxed, just for this week.
Not expecting things to be this good next week, but I'll just enjoy
things as it is now.

Although Im not very sure exactly how to enjoy my free time now as
there is virtually nothing to do! The weekend is really long and cruel,
4 days straight of nothing to do. The only thing that keeps me sane is
the tv in the living room. Ive never felt so much like a couch potato in
my whole entire life. They say the mind is a terrible thing to waste, but
look at me, do I have a choice? -____-

Aside from this unusually crappy weekend, the past week has been
kind of crazy, more like some party week. Last week was spent mostly
on going out and boozing my ass off seriously. Within the first few days
I already drove to midvalley for an outing and attended Feera's party.
After that I spent most of my nights boozing with my housemates as
my neighbour brought a bottle of chivas from langkawi. Great, now I
sound like some frigging alcoholic, maybe I should start going to poppy.

Anyways on a totally different topic, something weird happened today.
My dad called me on the phone telling me my bro met in a small car
accident. A motorcycle rear-ended my bro's car while he was making
a hasty last minute turning. Hmm, sounds normal but the twist is the
motorcyclist is a good friend of mine. No one got really injured and
things are fine but what a coincidence right? Really, Penang island
is so small.

Anyways, I hope I will be able to bring this blog back too life as soon
as I get my laptop back. Im gonna work on a 2nd video on one of these
boring lazy weekends because I feel like it. tata =)

The Gates have Closed

Those who have made this long holiday a great one. Hopefully we shall hang out again
during christmas? :D

It's 11:09 now and Im not even done packing my stuff yet. Yep,
you guessed it Im leaving tomorrow. Tomorrow is different because
Ill be driving my car down to Semenyih for the very first time. Ill, be
departing from mainland Penang around 9 am and hopefully reach
semenyih by lunch time. Its great to finally have my car down here
but I have another problem. My laptop is trashed and it needs repair
therefore for the the first week(or few weeks) Ill be without my
laptop so I wont be online much. =(

Anyways, it feels like time has just jolted by as it suddenly hit me,
the holidays are OVER. It took me awhile to take it in because this
holiday has been really really long. 4 and a half months of doing absolute
jack. Thats how this holiday went. Of course I did go out, spend time with
my friends and family but this holiday was so long, that I felt really
useless for the first time in my whole life. But whatever I had fun.

Im looking forward to next sem, as Im looking forward to all the

new things that are about to come. New friends, new schedule, new
lifestyle and new bicycle. Mine got STOLEN. Like wtf, damn unlucky
but fortunately its just a cheap bike. I hope whoever steals it rides it
and falls into a drain and eat shit while in there. PUI!

I do not want to repeat myself in this post regarding this holiday of
what Ive been through and what I did. I have written numerous posts
during this holiday about everyday activities. Yes it was fun but there
is just too much to write about. Will try to update again when I get to
campus. Goodnight!

Need some carrots. Seriously!

Its funny how the absence of material things can affect your life
in such a manner. Most people say dont be materialistic, cherish
more important things such as friends and family bla bla bla. Although
they are right, we infact wont be able to last a single day without
material objects cos these are the objects which brings us to these
people.

For example, without a car how to meet your friends? Without
your handphone how to keep in touch with family? Without laptop
how to trade emails and send msn messages to loved ones? Right??!
This proves that people are not materialistic because they want to,
its because they have no choice. As for those who are materialistic
in the sense of trivial things such as expensive clothes and such, you
should be shot right now, in the face. Thats right sissy boy!! ;)

Why do I suddenly speak of such things? Well first of all 2 days ago my
car was taken away from me. So no transport lor. The day after that
my laptop was taken away from me, so no internet. As for today???
My room was taken away from me like wtf. Oh ok lemme explain, both
car and laptop are in the shop. Room is given to some guests at the moment.
It was either sleeping with my bro or sleeping in the computer room. Of
course I made the smarter choice. :p

I cant wait for uni to reopen!! I usually dont say this because I enjoy my
holidays, every moment of it. But now, since most of my friends arent
around its just really boring here. Its sad really, playing all sorts of random
mini warcraft games all day and watching tv. I think I might need to start
wearing spectacles from now on. My eyes are like literally glued to the
screen all day. Sigh. Goes to show you dont go home for the sake of going
home. You go home for the people. Adious muchachos amigos!

Good news

I passed my resit, which really good news to me. I have never felt
so relieved in my whole entire life. All Ive been feeling for the past
few weeks is anxiety and now I can feel the weight of the world off
my shoulders. Phew, I must say that Im pretty proud of myself
right now :)

So its off to uni in about a weeks time from now and this time it will
be different cos Im driving my car down!! Yes I can finally drive around
KL, which is nearly my 2nd home. I can finally meet my friends easily
and eliminate out quite a few inconviniences. However, I have of course
thought about the pros and cons of bringing down my car here. Here's
the list.

Pros-
-easier to go around
-much safer than a bike
-lesser dependence on public transport
-saves time

Cons-
-increase in costs(petrol)
-lesser excercise from bike
-parking(parking in campus isnt exactly easy)
-Ill be going out more?

It seems that the pros and cons almost balance each other out. But if
I have missed out anything from the pros and cons please speak out
as my ears are open to any advise/suggestions. Bringing a car will make
a significant difference in my uni life so I really wanna put some thought
into it.

Through my experience doing a resit Ive learnt a lot from it. That is
why Next semester things are going to change. I know Ive made alot
of stupid promises on this blog but now its different. I intend to keep
it as I do not want to screw up another holiday. That is why during
next sem I will
-not skip classes for stupid reasons
-pay full attention in class and not joke around
-revise revise revise
-allocate atLEAST 1 hour a day to revision
-complete tutorials

I realised that Ive taken many of my lecture and tutorial sessions
for granted and it was really stupid. Last minute studying isnt going
to make the cut anymore, I feel that Ive been influenced too much
by the people around me during secondary school and college. Its
a really bad habit doing ANYTHING last minute. I cant see why
people around me, ALL people around me for that matter cant take
the initiative to manage time properly. I guess its the pot calling the
kettle black anyways =/

Stick Rider

Hey there guys, this is a video I made yesterday to pass the time.
It took me almost half a day to complete it. I know its a bit funky
cos I used paint but Im not some animator ok? Please Please Please
watch till the end =). Feel free to comment too. You can roughly guess
whats it about....




Thanks for watching :D

Fiend's Grip

I dont know why, but lately I have been really moodless to do anything. Its
like Im a walking zombie. All Ive been doing since I got back is go online all
day listening to music and basically doing nothing physical. Ive been back
from KL for about a week now and Ive been out only once so far. Although
Ive been asked out a few times Ive turned them down because I am just in
no mood.

Well, I can honestly blame it on my 3 weeks of solitude in KL. Being alone for
3 weeks have sort of destroyed me internally. Not speaking to anyone face2face
for a whole day can really take a toll on you. I dont know why but I think I
might have lost abit of my people skills back there just being alone @___@.
If you go out with me now, Im really quiet and I wont say much. I dont know
why opening my mouth now is such a burden. Staying at home seems more
tempting that doing anything else. *sigh

To make things worse, Im not sure why lately people are constantly trying to
test my patience. Seriously, I get really irritable over silly little things and
its like people delibrately try to piss me off and are happy at the fact that they
have successfully pissed me off! What a welcome home. Ive never really seen
myself as an angry person but shits ever since I got home its like im the yellow
hulk or some shit like that. Even as Im typing this post out I feel like mutilating
something grr.

Waiting for the release of my results is another matter. Im going crazy just
waiting for it as Im overly anxious of my outcome of studying for 3 weeks without
much interuption. To be honest Ive never been so afraid of something like this
before. The feeling is just horrible really, I think about it before I sleep, I think
about when I wake up and once in a while it just pops in my mind. And the
occasional incessant questions:
can enter uni or not?
can ah?
wanna apply somewhere else just in case?
sure you can or not?
to be honest I dont even have a rough answer

Im just really having a lousy week, I wish I could go out more so I wouldnt
have to be at home all the time. I just need to get out of my cage in the dark
but the problem is I dont know who to go out with and seek solace from. I
guess I just want to be alone. First I was forced to be alone now I wish to be
alone haih, a bit confused here. At times like this, I just feel like going back
to campus and rot there till this unusually long holiday is over.

Green, Red and Watery

LOL you can see the cobwebs forming around this blog already, well I
am once again making an effort to see to it that this blog is updated. I
started by changing the header. Time for a change. Anyways, I shall now
bore you with what happened during my 4 weeks in KL. I went through
some shit and had really good times during that 4 weeks. I can say it
almost changed my life a bit.

Well the first 3 weeks was rather urmmmm, DULL!! You got a rough
picture of how it went from one of the previous posts I wrote which
I ranted about what I did and stuff. Well it mostly consists of me studying,
cycling to campus for meals and listening to the radio on astro because
there was no astro card in the decoder in my rented house. On a normal
day, I would be at the table in the living room with my books cos my room
is too messy. OPUS(yes I know =.=) will be on, and Id be hitting the books
for hours with many many breaks in between. These breaks consist of
just sitting down, maybe snacking or lying in bed for 5 mins.



I did say I would cycle to campus for meals but sometimes I get lazy so
I cook my own meals. Usually I would cook maggi mee and stuff but once
in a while I will cook up a nice batch of bolognise macaroni. Not bad eh ;).
I did get some of my groceries from a lady who owns a little grocery shop
near my place. But I only went there once. That auntie sold me 12 rotten
eggs. Wtf wei. Aside from that I had to depend on the campus convinience
store most of the time with the jacked up prices but atleast the stuff was
the real deal lol.

Well, without a car would mean Id be eating in campus mostly. Eating
in campus would mean that Id be eating hell alot less. Eating hell alot less
would mean that Id be losing weight. Yes I did, before I went to KL I
weighed myself. The scale read 61 kilos, when I got back, I hopped back
on and it read 56 kilos. I lost 5 kgs in 4 weeks. Imagine that hahaha.
I would however like to keep it that way, cos all Ive been doing since I
got back is eat eat eat. sigh. Aside from that Ive been gyming abit after
getting some tips from the master lol, heavy weight champion IMK!

I didnt spend my 3 weeks of study cooped up in my house. I went out
twice LOL! I know its sad, but when you have papers you shouldnt go
out that often. The first outing was with uni friends watching a movie.
I got to meet up with Jess which was the main highlight LOL!! The
second outing was a foundation gathering. It was cool catching up with
all the mates after having our holiday for so long. It was cool as all the
faculties were there. We literally wrecked paddington house of pancakes
lol.

The remaining one week after my 3 weeks of study was just plain
awesome. I spent most of my time around bangsar area with my
high school friends. It was great catching up with all of them again
as its been almost a year since I last saw them. Sadly, we are all
now going seperate directions sigh. I didnt get to meet with them
all tho, there were some difficulties with time and all, Ill try
again when uni reopens. YES IM TALKING TO YOU NABS!

Before I left I went for Jess and Carmen's watermelon party.
the should have called it lamb part, Ive never tasted such great
lamb before lol. But of course they took pains on other things as
well such as setting up the tables, food and truck load of watermelons
lol. There was also some DDR and karaeoke involved. Not exactly
very good in both but whatever. Cheers people I had a grand time!!

Happy Merdeka

Happy Merdeka Everyone!

SLSH - Jessy’s Version =P

Stefanie, a great friend,

That never fails to give a hand.

Except when she plans to ignore the guy clan.

“Funny”, that’s her middle name

And there’s a story behind her fame

None of us thinks that it’s lame

It’s just something we cant blame

Ever seen a chicken with four legs? That’s what she claimed

Let me tell you something,

Every math test to her is not challenging,

Even when Kiru is sweating.

Stefanie, also know as Steflyn,

"Zomg! That's the combination of Stefanie & Jesslyn",

Everytime there's the two bestie, THAT's how Ronald's reaction is, as ever, MEAN!

Hope we will stay as best friends forever,

Until the time we graduate and all, we’ll still be together,

It’s just something we promise each other.

SLSH

She looks so hot,
That’s what she says.
Even though she’s short,
Friends adore her in many ways.
Always cheerful and bright,
Never really a frown in sight.
I heard she is a great swimmer,
Even when she’s afraid of the sound of water.

Loves attention from the guys,
Especially those twice her size,
Even the ones with blonde hair and blue eyes.

She’s definitely one of a kind,
Zesty and has a really sharp mind,
Especially when teaching maths to the blind.

However it is once again the time,
U take one more step on the climb,
I wish you happiness for all of time.

Calabria

Well, once again its been quite a long while since I updated this
dusty and cob webbed infested blog, so here I go again. As most of
you know, Im still in this shithole, alone as usual. But there is a plus
today. Ive got internet connection!! Ive never been happier since my
17 days here lol. My neighbour gave me his wireless connection
password so here I am. No more cycling to tiscra for my daily
internet dosage.

Downside is, my laptop has once again become a distraction. Sigh,
I might have to go to cyber rehab one day. What is it with our needs
as humans to use to internet excessively. I have about 5 more days
till Im out of this shithole. Ill be glad when this is all over and I will
turn a new leaf next sem. No turning back this time if not Id be struck
by karma, LIKE NOW.

The internet is so fast now, cause no one else is using it lol. It feels
really great and plus I know have connection to the outside using msn
anytime I wish unlike using it in the computer lab, when its just by
chance my friends are online the same time as me. Guess Im not
completely alone now ;)

I have about a week in KL before I return to penang, anybody wanna
hang out? Cos I think 1 week is a lil too long to hang out in KL. I should
have booked the flight earlier. Sigh. Anyways signing off now, adios muchacos!

Zombie

I am now currently updating my blog in tiscra(computer lab) alone. Its
really empty here and its quite rare to see another soul in sight during
the weekend here. Ive been here for about a week already and the boredom
is killing me. Well, all Ive been doing lately is eat, shit and study. I currently
dont have any access to internet at home and the tv is out. The only thing
that keeps me company is the music in my laptop.

Its really lonely here as I do not have much friends. Screw Maslow's
hierachy of needs. Its just that Im so used to having people around here
that its kinda hard to accept the fact that im alone. Half the time while
im sitting alone in the living room, I can almost expect my housemates
to walk through the front door but of course it is not to be. Damn, Im
losing my fricking mind here.

The only thing that keeps me sane is the campus pool table. It is infact
a way to kill the desolate feeling within me. Playing a few games with
strangers and making new friends by the pool table. Thankfully I know
how to play LoL. Aside from the pool table the other thing that retains
my sanity is my handphone. My only little gate-way to contacting the
outside world lol. I would really like to thank my friends who would
spend the time and credit keeping me company :)
oo yeah and my mum too.

There is also this parasitic stray dog which i occasionally feed during
last semester. Its really a suprise that it is still alive despite my absence
of about 2 months. Altho it may be a parasitic dog, Im just glad for its
company. Finally some life-form aside from me in this souless
neighbourhood. Although its really quite here, it isnt really that eerie
during the night. Its just the boredom that is killing me arghhh.

My daily routine is highly repetitive. I start by waking up 9 in the
morning and getting my light breakfast. Start studying at about 9.20.
Around 12 Ill cycle off to campus to get my lunch there. Playing a few
rounds of pool after my meal before updating my facebook in the
computer lab. By the time Im done it will be around 2 where Ill
study till 5. From 5-6 its my music time with the laptop. Around 6
Ill cycle to campus to do what I did during the afternoon again.
Lights out at 11.

I have about more than two weeks here before my im done with
my resit papers. Ill be heading down to KL after that for about a
week to hang around before returning to Penang to enjoy the rest
of my holidays. Adios people.

Subject of the day

The subject today is yes, Girls. We guys usually always think about
Girls and stuff, but do we ever stop and think about them more in
detail? Try and understand them more and see them in a more different
point of view. This is not a sexist post and Im open to any criticism and
perhaps bruises but whatever.

Well the question is, what are they? According to a few sources from
urban dictionary, google and my personal ecounter with them, this is
the data Ive gathered. Lets start with a bit of chemistry.

WOMEN - A CHEMICAL ANALYSIS

---------------------------

Element: Women Symbol: Wo
Discoverer: Adam

Atomic Mass: Accepted at 53.6 kg, but known to vary between 40 & 200 kg

Occurences: Copious quantities in all urban areas

PHYSICAL PROPERTIES:

1. Surface usually covered in make up.

2. Temperature varies, maybe hot or/and cold.

3. Very sweet if treated properly.

4. Bitter if incorrectly used.

5. Found all over town.

6. Yields pleasure applied in correct places

CHEMICAL PROPERTIES:

1. Has a great affinity for gold, silver and a range of precious stones.

2. Absorbs great quantities of expensive substances.

3. May explode spontaneously without prior warning and for no know reason.

4. Insoluble in liquids, but activity increases greatly when saturated in alcohol.

5. Most powerful money reducing agent known to man.

COMMON USES:

1. Highly ornamental, especially in sports cars.

2. Can be a great aid to relaxation.

3. Very effective cleaning agent.

Perhaps from a more biological perspective?
WOMEN: BIOLOGICAL ANALYSIS
-------------------------------------

Name: Girls

Habitat: Shopping malls

Walking speeds: Average walking speed for girls is 5-6km/h but may reach up to 50-60km/h in their natural habitat.

Feeds on: chocolate, ice cream, money, men

Size: already stated in chemical properties.

Other information
1. Mainly territorial
2. Gossip in packs
3. Is usually accompanied by another female, aka the BFF
4. Has a loud nature
5. Can be the cause of eternal happiness or eternal misery
6. Can bleed up to seven days and still live
7. Top of the food chain( or pyramid hehe)

Or perhaps for a more quantitative approach?
WOMEN: MATHEMATHICAL ANALYSIS

Note:
This whole post is a joke, if you want to form an angry women mob go to google!!

Karma

Here I am trying to update this neglected blog while Im 2 weeks
away from my first resit paper and a matter of days from going back
to KL. It's a really depressing feeling really ending a long holiday like
this, but Ive had real good times during this holiday. As much as I
would love to bore you with a post about things I did during this
holiday, I am however in no mood and Im too lazy because there is
just too many things to update about.

I didnt entirely spend this whole holiday entirely with all my friends
as most of them are busy with the hectic schedule of uni life. Ive come
to realise that when uni life begins its as tho my friends have no life
of their own. They are either busy slaving over their assignments or
hanging around with their other friends. I guess life is like that, you
cant keep em all. =/

However I did spend a lot of time with those who are close to me. I
did a lot of repetitive things during this holiday but I wouldnt have it
any other way. These activies included hiking with Jo Kwen and Anas,
lunching with Jenny, crazy ass netcity sessions with Kwen and many
other random peeps and FRUIT ICE!! Of course there were many
other spontaneous random outings and parties.



Very soon I'll be in Semenyih again and I'll be spending about 20-24
days there doing hardcore study for my resit papers. This is crunch
time for me as my future really freaking depends on it. I cant stay in
Penang any longer, there are just too many distractions. This is why
Im so willing to go back so soon, but my parents think that the reason
why I want to go back to KL is to see this non-existant girlfriend =___=


Im here to study kay.....

This 20-24 days will be spent alone unfortunately, but it is for the best.
Ill be free from any distraction from other people and have a real reason
to study. I cant imagine myself living like a hermit for nearly a month,
I did write a post about wanting to be alone, well God has his ways and yes
you get what you wish, just becareful of what you wish for.*sigh*

Ronald=POTONG?

well lets hope no one has forgotten this face yet XD

I know I have been neglecting this blog lately, this is because
Ive been busy studying for my resit, going out with friends and
trying to still enjoy whats left of this holiday. As miserable as I
was during this holiday because of my results this holiday was
like a blast from the past. For some funny reason it really felt
like the good old days perhaps because I spent time with some
old friends back during the holidays and doing things we always
do =).

I have only about 10 days left here and I plan to make the best
of out it before I return to semenyih to study my ass off there.
Seriously, Ive done a fair bit of studying but Im in no mood cos
I still have the holiday mood. I cant stand the fact that a perfect
summer is being put to complete waste. Cant blame anyone else
for that but me I guess. *sigh*

I received my resit schedule earlier, I dont know whether to
be happy or sad. Well, as for the good part, according to my
schedule, I'll have HELL LOADS of time to study, Ample time.
The downside is, the face that my papers are so far apart means
Ill be in KL till my semester starts. Dont get me wrong, I miss my
KL friends!! but the timing is getting in the way of some of my
plans. Well, Ill post more up when I get pictures and have the time,
for now adios!

Black-Out

Its been raining here like crazy lately, like really really heavy
and its freaking cold here. It has been like that for about maybe
5 days so far. The roads are like freaking flooded almost everywhere.
Lol, el nino indeed.

Anyways, while it rained there were frequent freak thunderstorms
which caused severe black-outs. The other day there was a blackout
which occured during 1am and so I couldnt sleep. I had nothing else
to do as the internet was out so I just viewed pictures which I had
in my laptop out of boredome.

Yes I know, viewing pics, THAT BORED EH? It wasnt too bad as I
saw a lot of pics during those good days where I vacationed with my
family or hung out with my friends. I was looking thru a few photos
when I stumbled upon this picture.

Pay little to this stupid pic LOL!! It was me back during 2006 when I was
vacationing with my family in USA. Back then I was much rounder and
had a more kiddy look on. Well whats so unique about this pic? What caught
my attention? Noticed anything funny about it? Well if you notice in the
next pic here there is something at the top right corner of the pic

What the heck is that? Can you roughly guess what is it? Honestly
I really dont know what the hell it is. Its just something flat in the
sky and it appears to be moving. Click on the picture to enlarge it.
I have a picture here of this object up close.

Well what do you see? I see two lights in the middle of this object, blue and red.
If you notice carefully and see real close, there are two small microscopic dots on
the right of the object which I assume is the front which look like what I presume
are HEADLIGHTS. Lol, as absurd as it may sound but its really quite hard to tell
what this object is. You can tell me its a plane or a helicopter, but since when are
human aircrafts that flat? Well Im open to any suggestions. Im not saying its a
UFO, but it might be haha. Please do comment in my cbox =)

The Moon Just Won't Shine

Im the sort of person who loves being around my friends and I cant go on a single
day without them. I absolutely like being around people and just sitting down somewhere
alone gives me an awkward feeling like Im a loner of some sort. Although Im in constant
company of family and friends, inside me there is someone screaming for some alone
time. The recluse within me longs for some privacy somewhere quiet and serene for
a while.

Ive always thought of going somewhere alone for sometime or go for a long drive alone
but I never ever got to it because the idea seems a bit weird. But the idea always seemed
good at the time. The thought of taking some time alone to think about basically nothing,
just to relax and hide away from planet earth for a few hours, maybe even days. Although
this may seem like some activity for those emo freaks I actually think it will do some good
for me.

Have you ever been through a whole entire day without having any contact with your
family or friends? Think about it, has the opportunity ever came by? If so, how often
does it occur? for some it may happen often cos they are loners, for others it comes rarely,
but for me it's close to NIL. I dont think Ive been through a single day in my life without
contact with my family or friends. You may ask, why would you want to spend a whole
day without your family or friends? To be honest, I really dont know but I want to break
the record. As the saying goes try everything atleast once.

Well, when I think about it my plans usually are to go to the beach during wee hours in
the morning and just sit somewhere on the sand and under the stars to enjoy the cooling
morning breeze and just think about nothing, brain going to a complete standby. Or

perhaps a long round island drive, slowly to anywhere I wish. I also used to think about

organizing a trip for myself somewhere nice, away from the bustling city(what a cliche)
and close to nature. Yes the mainpoint of the idea, close to nature away from the public

where I can just turn my handphone off and chill, take a load of my mind.

Someday la, but not anytime soon

someday...

Burning Obstacle

People often complain that I write a lot of emo stuff here and that
this blog is just some void of sadness. That is not entirely true as
people always oversee my other posts as garbage and what not.
So what? Ive got no where else to write things I am not able to
express in person thats why I pour it all here. If you are the observant
sort you would know I hardly ever express my anger or any other
sort of negative emotion in person and thats why I let it all out
here whether you want to read it or not. I am human after all and
bottling all of these up is like holding your breath. Anyone has anything
against this I suggest you find another blog to read.

Haih, cos of this downfall I'll be missing out on a lot of things this
lovely summer. This would have been the most perfect and the
best holiday if not for my resits and I have major regret issues
right now. Not only does this cause me a lot of inconvinience but
it also costed me alot of frigging humiliation.

Ive always wanted things to be perfect where all of my friends are
back home and things are like last time, everyone is(was) here,
everything is(was) perfect and things couldnt have got any better.
This summer most of my friends are coming back from abroad or
are on holidays and now I have to go back to semenyih to study
and to do my resit. Not only that, Ive made alot of plans and this
is the perfect time to do them and this comes up. I still get to go

out, I still get to meet my friends but I can never be at peace with

the lingering feeling inside me. Something that is incomplete and

must be done. I cant and WONT be at peace till this resit is over
arghhhhhhhhh

Current state:
Not so bushy hair
Tired

Demotivated
Angry
Depressed
Not stressed just yet
Slightly amused

I hate changes, esp intruders

Caught these two piggies sleeping at the back of my car during our round island trip

Hey there guys I know Ive not been updating my blog so here you go.
Ive been currently too moodless to do anything including updating this
blog because I have to study for my econs resit paper. Damn that stupid
paper ruining my fricking holidays. Well, Ive been expecting this to happen
and I guess I saw it coming but never really expected to feel this bad about
it. Ive planned so many things for this holidays and have to unexpectedly
cancel them because of this resit. Gosh, I feel so damn stupid for putting
my hopes up too high, well pointless ranting about it now.

Well I cant say I didnt enjoy the part of my holiday before the results
came out. Im glad that I managed to spend time with those close to me
at every chance I got. I managed to do quite a lot of things here and had
a real blast. Makes me really sad that my holiday is kind of prematurely
over. But it is a good lesson Ive learnt and a very painful one too which
I will never forget. I promise that I wont repeat this stupid mistake
ever again.

Well I watched transformers two already, WHAT A BIG DISAPPOINTMENT!!
Call me a critic but I didnt like the movie seriously. It wasnt as good as I expected
it to be. Imagine my horror watching this after waiting for a whole entire year to
watch it. Of course there were many good parts in it and the action was amazing
but what really ruined the movie was how Micheal Bay tried to add a few touches
of humour to it. ~NOT FUNNY~. I hate it esp when the twins transformers tried
to act black and shit. What the hell.. Lame ass shit.. sorry guys I know you guys
thinks it was awesome..

Anyways I would really like to thank my friends who have helped me through
this hard time. Its a real bummer for me and Im glad my friends are always there
to help me pull through offering any sort of help they could. But disappointingly
this doesnt apply to all of my close friends, some can be so God Damn insensitive.
Choose your words wisely people!!