Behind the eyes of a Psychopath

Feeling rather restless at the moment mainly because im tired. Im just suddenly in the mood to rant and shoot people right in the asses. Let`s start with unappreciative people, look if you want me to help you, you`ve got to take what I offer you. TAKE IT. OR FUCKING LEAVE IT. I dont give a shit, beggars cant be choosers. Sometimes people who constantly ask for help really tick me off, your parents never teach you to be paiseh izzit? I hate people who are too spoilt, with attitude problems like this, the are the people who can make me really pissed off in the fastest of times. You dont like? Get things done on your own lor...

Then there are those who just dont get it, thick headed people who are slow in understand or just downright fucking stupid. Cant you tell when someone is angry and not in the mood? Cant you just for once be considerate and dont annoy me please? Sometimes I feel some people just know it when im pissed and just want to continue to make me more pissed off for the fucks of it. Watched holloween? Want me to grow up into that guy? I feel sometimes the dude and I think alike, watch it.

Things not to say to me when you think im moody,
1) Good for you la
2) Just do it la
3) HAHAHA nenene
4) So what?
5) Who cares?

I mostly cant stand it when people are being sarcastic with me and just dont listen. If you wanna be sarcastic with me go fuck yourself, I cant stand people who are just not straight forward.

Enough about that, Im planning a trip to lost world of tambun on thursday. Invitation goes to close friends only. I dont like it when I have to tell someone that he/she is not invited. Im just sorry man, you dont fit the agenda thats it. If I go somewhere with my friends, and say why didnt invite you? Then what? Ive gotta invite everyone I know? You think that many people can fit in a ? Go on your own la sozhai... Same things goes on other outings and parties of course.

I keyed in the place in my GPS earlier and found out that it is exactly 117km from my place which is about 1 hour and 20 mins drive, which is good. I just hope the trip goes well and im really looking forward to it.

Tagged by Kwen and Jo

i got tagged
Name: Ronald Teoh

Sisters: none sorry..

Brothers: 2

Shoe size: 8

Height: 165cm

Where do you live: Penang, somewhere near Pulau Tikus

Have you ever
Have you ever been on a plane: Yes

Swam in the ocean: Yes

Fallen asleep at school: rarely

Broken someone's heart: nope.

Fell off your chair: yep!

Saved e-mails: yes

What is your room like: simple room, very very white(i meant the colour)

What's right beside you: My mobile.

Ever had Chicken pox: yeah

Sore throat: Of course.

Stitches:None

Broken nose: No

Like picnics: Their ok i guess

Do youBelieve in love at first sight: nah thats for pussies.

Who was / were the last person(s)You danced with: Can't remember

Last person that made you smile: I dont think i smiled today, maybe my cat

Today did you
Today did you talk to someone you like: nope
Kissed anyone: no
Get sick: NO!
Miss someone: No
Eat: yes
Best feeling in the world: hanging out with friends in a nice place
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: No.
Is there a person who is on your mind now: No.
Do you want children: Yes
Do you smile often: no.
Do you like your hand-writing: Im used to it, but I cant say i like it.

Random
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Anyone`s bed as long as the person is hygenic
What color shirt are you wearing now: topless
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Thai restaurant, bro`s bday had to drive like some madfella to Jo`s party after that.
When did you cry last: Cant recall.
Are you a friendly person: yeah quite.
Do you have any pets: 4 dogs, 2 cats and hell load of fish
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: I don't know?
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: No
What are you doing right now: Relaxing
Have you ever crawled through a window: Yes
Can you handle the truth: Yes.
Are you too forgiving: I never had to forgive people, but when I do I usually dont
Are you closer to your mother or father: Both are equally close I suppose.
Who was the last person you cried in front of: some forgotten primary school friend.
How many people can you say you've really loved: I cant say.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Don't think so.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time:only among strangers and adults
Are you confident: not all the time

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. Playing alot of little games with friends
2. Most cunning student in school
3. Eating as much as I want
4. Watch the tele all the time.
5. Catching frogs, it`s what i do..

5 snacks I enjoy
1. Jelly
2. Ice-cream
3. Fruits
4. Chocolate
5. Cakes

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. Investment
2. Deposit my cash in the bank.
3. Donation
4. Spend it on things that i always wanted(nice car, beach house etc..)
5. Share it with the woman of my life, whoever she is

5 jobs I've had
1. Some converyer belt job in my mum`s place.
2. Box folder.
3. Quality checker in my mum`s place.
4. -
5. -

this tag is up for grabs

Im in a world that takes them away..

Watched Babylon A.D. in Gurney today. The movie was full of action but somehow something in the movie seems to be missing, perhaps a much better ending? The movie seems abit ridiculous, I understood only part of it but not sure how some of the things in the movie happened, nevermind! After watching the movie walked around Gurney with Jenny and Kwen, walked and walked. After that we hung out at CB(coffee bean lol) where we met up with Ee Lyn and gang.

Well nothing much happened actually, just met up with Carmen after God knows how many months. Haha, Auntie Phang remember you still owe me 50k ive been waiting!! Well the one thing about going out with Kwen is that you`ll meet up with hell loads of unknowns, not suprising especially prune tits is so damn popular LOL!

*YAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWNNNNNS* fucking tired here, havent been out for awhile and ive been out from 12 to seven something.

Tagged by JuLi

This is a super Innocent and softie tag, here goes nothing = =

If you could spend one ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
Food I guess

What is your most favorite thing to do?
Hanging out with my friends

What kind of news do you read?
Any news in general

What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?I have no idea!!
I`d give up my fats..

Is there someone in your heart right now?
Yes,Maybe,No

Do you believe you can survive without money?
Silly Question..

What are you afraid to lose the most?
Friends, but they come and go..

What do you feel like doing right now?
Going out

If there's someone that you love,would you confess to him/her?
If I got the mood

List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Innocent, cheerful and everything nice = =

What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Must be pretty most definitely, patient, not shy and it doesnt hurt if she`s abit crazy, just ABIT

What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Cheating lying slut

If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Bananas

If you had a choice to be rich or happy,which one would you pick?
If I got rich, Id be happy definitely.

If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Be more decisive!(like she says)

Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Certain special peeps, you have to be fking awesome to be one of them

How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
In a corporate office or in the streets pushing drugs..

What is the one thing you love about yourself?
Im a nice guy, cant you see that?

If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world,what would it be?
her

Disturbia, figure this shit out!

It seems that it is not completely necessary for me to leave on the 26th because it is just a date given for the beginning of my 2nd term registration when infact I can do it anytime before the 10th of next month. That is good news for me because i dont have to stay in my little quiet neighbourhood alone for 9 days. Seriously having 7 guys under one roof is creepy enough.. but ALONE? that`s insanity seriously. hmmm well lets see why.. for one there are some bushes by the side of my room and the only barrier between my tiny bed and that bush is a huge ass glass window. Fine doesnt sound scary enough??? The bush rustles frequently for no apparent reason for God knows what reason and to add up with that it ONLY happens at NIGHT.

First I took a look at what caused all these rustling, and i had to gather all the balls I had to go outside and see what the hell is causing all that rustling. Well not suprisingly, It was just a cat. Freaking cat has gotten me awake during my exam period 2 months back, you little SHIT. I deliberately bought tuna to lure it to me so I could STRANGLE it but apparently this cat is smart. It always ran when I show up, yeah you better run!! This cat somehow is kinda weird, because it waits for me before I actually chase it as tho to mock me. Anyways im just kidding, I wont strangle a cat thats crazy = =

Well back to the creepy part, the cat only bothered me for 3 nights, same old black and white cat. On the fourth night however the rustling started again, so i got out of bed as usual to go outside armed with my trusty broomstick to shoo it off. Funny thing is this time the cat wasnt there, I tot perhaps it knew i was coming so it ran off. Thinking nothing of it i went back to bed. Minutes later the rustling came on again and this time i heard the garden rocks rattle as tho someones digging in it so I peeked out my window. No sign of the furry creature, funny. Well it was on going and it was getting me abit nervous. Everytime i peeked out the rustling would stop and when Im just about to doze off it starts again. I got freaking scared and just slept fitfully. Well it happened for the remainder of the week and I got used to it. Not sure what was going on, perhaps the cat learned how to hide in the bushes or something else, I dont wanna know.

Hmmm according to some of my coursemates my neighbourhood is notorious for these kinda "stuff". During the last month of my semester Ive heard quite a number of stories and experiences from different ppl about their encounters. Seriously, after hearing all those stories i felt kinda creeped out because I use to be quite carefree about wandering in my neighbourhood in the dark. My housemates and I did quite alot of crazy things at night last time such as riding on our bikes topless around the neighbourhood and joking about laughing our silly asses of in the dead of night. Might I add that the strech we rode in wasnt lit at wall with street lights and we only followed the light ahead of use so we just went straight. That time it didnt feel too scary but now being in the car has already got me vexed enough.

There one of the reasons why I complain about living in such a "quiet" neighbourhood. Im freaking bored here seriously, I need to go out. I havent been out much since the KL trip. I cant wait for this week to end and then its off to my usual plans again. 5 more days, Ill be patient, PATIENT. PATIENCE, its really running out seriously. =(

September Rain

It`s been raining all week and the weather is freaking cold. I can even sleep with the fan off. The bad weather has got me worried for the plans im making to Genting and Lost World of Tambun cos if it rains when im there, then the plan is as good as screwed. Still im keeping my hopes up but im not sure whether to take the risk or just cancel it. Still Im abit traumatic of driving in the rainy highway because of the bad weather.

My holiday is ending sooner then it should. Originally I was suppose to return to campus on the 5th of October but my registration for 2nd semester is on the 26th of Sept. If i return on the 26th it means that I have to stay in KL with nothing to do for a total of 9 days, why me?? Hmmm well atleast I can let myself adjust during this week. My timing has all gone screwy cos ive been sleeping and waking up during odd hours.

C`mon guys finish ure trials quick XD!! Im already feeling the sucky september already, sigh. It`s been real boring lately because there is absolutely nothing to do. Still during exam period there seems to be quite alot of drama and incidents in college as well. Hmmm typical, im actually not too suprised cos how else to pass the time? NOOOO I dont wanna go back to KL YET! It`s not my time!! Back to the old quiet peaceful life..

Get on my Lap, QUICK!

Finally after about 2 weeks of waiting for my car to get done and hell loads of asking i managed to catch a movie today. DEATH RACE. It owns man. The movie rocks.. Id give it a rating very close to the one I gave transformers. The chicks were awesome and the action was effking cool. It owns yo! hahaha

Well Sam is leaving for hong kong tomorrow. Good luck to her. Well about her she was someone from my ex secondary school who i met randomly from the internet. Mainly because of some video of me as a duck lol. Well I wasnt exactly close to her but we talked online alot last time. When I say alot i mean ALOT, but somehow when I see her face to face we`d like turn shy. Funny girl she is always bending her head down hoping not having to look at my face haha. To make it worse my friends who dont even know her at all kept screaming her name and mine infront of her scaring the poor girl,which made things worse.

I still remember she was the roomate of my classmate as well who would sometimes pass messages for me. Which sometimes her roomie gets real frustrated and she once shouted at me "Im not your FUCKING owl!!". That was how underground we went and we hardly talk face to face. Saying a hi was also quite a rare thing lol! Well this went on for about a few months but we still kept talking online. Funny how we can talk casually online but grow real quiet infront of each other. Still we shared alot of secrets and gossips i guess, just like any other friend i know, only thing is i hardly hear her voice.

As fate would have it, I didnt have a prom date for the coming prom and I had to look for one. One night she came online and I was like, what the heck why dont I ask her. Well it took some convincing and in the end i got a yes =D. I got abit nervous at first because i just remembered that we hardly speak and to make things worse, we were both sitting in different tables. But when the night came everything went smoothly. Altho we sat in seperate places, we walked around quite alot and talked alot. I found out in person she is actually quite a pleasant person to talk to. She looks much better in real life too hahaha. The night got better when i managed to steal a few dances(I didnt know she could move like that O____o) with her and took nice pics. If only I got to know her better back in school. *sigh*

It is a lesson for those who just sit behind the computer monitor and just talk on msn with unknowns. It doesnt mean a thing if you dont meet the actual person and just talk on msn. It gets boring sometimes and it doesnt make you a pimp. =.=