What lies ahead

The future is always unknown to us as it is very hard to determine. The future
isnt't exactly very arithmetic and maths orientated. You cant calculate the future,
and come up with a random figure that determines how your future will turn
out and see if it goes the way you want it. The future of our lives cannot be
determined by science. There are no relevant theories or experiments that can
determine our future. Its just not possible, and looking into the future just seems
to be a very pointless thing to do. Yes it is good to think about what to do in the
future and what is good for it but never good to expect how you want it to be.

Expectation is something that humans shouldnt adopt. You cant expect things to
go your way. You cant expect money and power to go your way. You cant expect
people to behave the way you want. Just dont expect anything! Expectation
definitely reduces joy as it disappoints more often than it does the opposite. When
we look into the future we tend to expect something to be like this or like that, but
what we dont realise is that we are just burdening ourselves with our thoughts and
in the long run create stress or maybe depression due to fear that what we expect
to be the worse comes true. But when it does come, we usually have a sigh of relief
as we always overestimate things and overeact when we try to predict the future.
So why go through all that stress for to begin with?

What is there to expect in the future? How will our futures turn out? In my opinion
the future means change. Everyday we go through indefinite change without fail. It
is just inevitable. So what kind of change do we go through? Is it a change for the better
or is it for the worst? Does the future look bright, sunny and filled with rainbows? Or
does the future seem dark, colourless, cold and bleak? Whatever it is in the future, I
feel it is best to leave it alone and enjoy the gift that God gives us day to day which
our present.

It just seems so depressing to look into the future if we expect it to be a bad one. When
we keep thinking about it we tend be stressed up or sad. So why go through all that pain
for? If we keep thinking about the lousy future ahead, how do we enjoy our present? So
is sadness something that is indefinite? In my opinion, sadness and happiness is always
in the short-run. There is no such thing as a happily ever after, those are based on
movies and stories that are meant to bring up the hopes of children, not us. This is because
in life we go through alot of obstacles where we will expect them to be coming in the future.

So why choose to be sad over what is about to come? Be happy for what is already here,
although it is only in the short-run, enjoy and savour the moments when we are happy.
In the future friends may leave, relationships may fail, you may move somewhere else,
people change and people die. So why worry about these when you can enjoy what is already
here. Dont take what you currently have for granted as it may all disappear and pass you by
in the future. Hold on to what you have and cherish them for as long as you can, as nothing
in this perfect world, not even diamonds last forever(thats bullshit). Dont live in the past
or the future, enjoy the present and live like there is no tomorrow...

Brick

Exams ended 4 days ago and class is starting tomorrow. Ain't life a bitch?
due to the shortage of free time after the exams Ive been out all four days.
Four long days of outings and i must admit Im slightly refreshed but still
not entirely willing to start off the new semester just yet. But Ill get my
lazy ass up soon enough, just need some form of extrinsic motivation.

I will be in Penang from the 10th till the 17th. Not much time to spend
CNY but atleast Ill make it home. I have never missed a single chinese
new year for the past 19 years of my life and I dont intend to. Its that
"magical" time of the year where I can get some extra cash, plus its also
the time where I can pig out at various reunions and not feel a single bit
of guilt or remorse.. SUCKLING PIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGgg muahaha...

I will update a more interesting post soon enough. Quite tired now as I
had another long day. It has been like that for the past for days and I
really enjoy spending time with you. Only you can put a genuine unremovable
smile from my face. My ultimate source of happiness, I miss you :)

Newton Never Felt This Way

The tree in this story resembles our parents
think about it.

Debentures

I know Ive been neglecting this blog for awhile, but I have an excuse. Im having my
finals right now and I just finished my first paper today. I have 4 more papers to go
before I get my freedom! That will be about 9 days time. After my exams, I have quite
a number of things I plan to get done.

1) Clean my room up

2) Clean the living room up

3) Wash my car

4) Wash stoner

5) Get wasted, I need to release some stress

6) Spend some free non-stress time with you

7) Fill my cupboard up with loads of snacks

8) Hit to the gym again, gonna get more intense

9) Prepare a cardio schedule

10) Archive last semester's notes

11) Get my car number plate fixed

12) do a card

13) Update this blog

14) Search myself a nice new handphone

There is probably more in the list but I hate to bore you. Cant wait for the papers
to end though. Its back to study I guess, all the best to everyone.

2009--->2010

Happy new year everyone, it has been fun and now its time for a new year
to step in. I all of you luck and all the best this year

This has been somewhat of a Rogue year to me. It has treated me in a cruel manner
as it has been an extremely bad year for me, but of course the are the good fortunes
which made this year one of the best years for me as well. Of all 19 years of my life
none of them has been as life changing as this one. Ive been through so much shit, had
the worse of luck and yet the year ended with a happy note. I will never forget 2009,
especially Halloween ;)

Here are the pictures, I love you all... :)