Penisland

Im currently in Penang now cos of some urgent matter. It is nothing
serious really. Dont worry, no one got injured or died falling off a
sleepy mountain. I had to come back to sign some documents, I
nearly had to skip the bbq and the AAR concert for this reason.
But thanks to my careful time management I am able to enjoy
both and still be able to be home to settle this matter and still
spend time with my family.

Well it kinda happened like this, my dad called me up one day and
told me he needed me home sometime soon to sign some documents.
He said that its no real rush so we will discuss it later on. Within the
next 2 hours he called again and it was a real RUSH and I had to be
home ASAP. After a few cursing and swearing on the phone I am
here within a day. There was a sense of urgency to it tho. I had to
fly back using last minute booking and my brother fetched me
from the airport to the office. There I signed the documents while
being looked on by my bros, my dad and this office dude. Its like
some peace treaty signing of some sort. Glad thats over.

Atleast Im home now! The place where I will never ever think twice
about going to. I'll be here for less than 24 hours but atleast Im spending
the night. Ah, on my comfy bed in my spacious room with my cat by my
side, what more can this banana ask for? I already have the pork products
with me to take to semenyih already hehe. Ahh, Penang =)

As for tomorrow its just going to be a slight rush. My flight is at 8:10am
so I have to be up by 6 and out of the house by 6:45. I will arrive around
9am and from there I will take a cab to semenyih. When I get to semenyih
then its off to Midvalley and a few hours after that is the AAR concert.
Hence the end of a nice weekend. Bye people :D

Double Walker

This weekend has to be one of the most stoner weekends for me. I told myself
that I would study but I ended up napping the whole weekend away. My weekend
consisted of me waking up at 9 for various reasons. By the way when I say weekend
I mean from thrusday to sunday cos my classes end on weds. How did my weekend
get screwed up in the first place? Cos of the drinking session on weds, oh boy that
really killed me lol.

Well you see, on thursday morning(after the drinking session) I had to go to campus
to study so I didnt sleep in. I napped on thursday as well. Friday, I had to go to gym
so I woke up at 9 again, therefore I didnt sleep in. On saturday I planned to to sleep in
but the damn garderner, who rarely came decided to pick a perfect day to come and
YES he came at 9. Knocking on the door to ask my housemate to move his car. I couldnt
continue sleeping cos of his weedwhacker. As for today(sunday) I had nightmares in my
sleep. Therefore I woke up at 9 feeling really blurrr. As for tmr? Cant sleep in either,
class is at 10.

Haih, as for today I woke up at 9 after my nightmares. Proceeded to gym for a really
massive work out, fucking me over in the process. After gym it was around 12 I had
a light breakfast and proceeded to watch tv from 1 to 4, skipping lunch. BIG MISTAKE.
I took a nap at 4 till 7 and when I woke up I felt like I had lack of energy and I couldnt
move. I had a big dinner in the kajang foodcourt.

Something weird happened at the kajang foodcourt, as I was sitting down waiting for
my food, someone among the crowd caught my attention. It was a guy(no! not a gay
moment) standing infront of one of the stalls. What was so special about this dude?
HE FUCKING LOOKED LIKE ME, well sorta. I know its hard to believe, but usually
when someone says that this guy or that guy looks like me, I usually disagree, but
dis guy was different. For some reason he reminded me of me. It was a very creepy
moment for me. He has the mole, the hunch I usually do, the hair(with the long
side burns) and the stoner face that usually stares at me back in the mirror.

It was a too creepy for me lol. Finally meeting up with my doppelganger, but I can
honestly say that I am way better looking than him =p

Unconventional Dillema?

Recently during my psychology class my lecturer showed us a video regarding
the human thinking. Well, I forgot what was the purpose of the video but here
is how it goes. There is a scenario where a trained actor who is a really hot girl,
who takes a walk in a crowded street and she suddenly faints(she pretends).

There she lies on the ground, and within seconds people rush to her aid picking
her up and calling 911. According to the study, it took about an average of 6 seconds
before people rushed to help her. Does this means that our human society are a bunch
of loving and helpful people? We'll look at the seconds scenario.


There is another male actor, dressed as a homeless man who walks on a crowded
street and faints(he pretends) all of the sudden. This "homeless man" wasnt exactly
as fortunate as the attractive lady. People walked pass by him and ignored him. There
he laid on the ground while people walked by taking little notice of him, keeping their
distance from him while walking by. It took about 20++ minutes before some people
who reluctantly helped him by calling 911. None of them bothered to make physical
contact with him unlike the attractive woman. Perhaps there is still hope for us afterall?
We'll let's take a look at the third scenario.


The same male actor still dressed as a homeless man faints on a crowded street. This

time he is holding an empty can of beer. Again people walk pass by ignoring him and
keeping the distance as usual. This time, even after 20++ minutes people continue
ignoring him. But an astonishing 80 mins go buy and still nobody helps him. Then
when it looked like our perfect moralistic and ethical society was about to lose its
image, another homeless woman appraoches the "homeless man". She nudges him
and asks him to wake up. But the actor followed instructions and remained motionless.
She continued nudging him and he doesnt respond. So she stood by him asking passer by's
to call him an ambulance. People ignored her making no eye contact. Yet she stood there,
still asking people to call an ambulance as she had no handphone, and people ignored her.

At one point she took the empty can of beer from the actor's hand and threw it away
and continued asking passer-bys to call an ambulance. It took about a good 20 mins
before a woman called an ambulance. While the ambulance was arriving, the homeless
woman gave the actor words of encouragement, and told him the ambulance was coming.
She even called him by a name, which was Billy, as though she had already developed
a connection with this passed out "homeless man". When help arrived this homeless
woman didnt even expect any form of gratitude. She just walked off carrying on with
her life disappearing in the city

Ask yourself, if you were one of the passer-bys would you help? Would you just spend
10 secs of ure life calling an ambulance atleast? Honest I think you wouldnt, cos I wouldnt.
A drunken homeless man passed out on the road. Who gives a shit right? But not this
homeless woman. Makes all us God-fearing, moralistic, self respecting and ethical
human beings look like shit right? This post doesnt encourage you to do anything, just
to think about it. How many percent of human beings out there would have a heart
as big as this homeless woman's? Sometimes it takes more than just forwarding
emails to save a life. Dont you think so?

Into the abyss

hey guys, sorry Ive not been blogging lately cos Ive been busy I guess. Well I
just finished a video I made and here it is. I wont be doing another one anytime
soon because its really time consuming, but it was fun :)
I made this in a rush so, no harsh critic k? =/
please leave comments :D

Red

Have you ever had a random feeling where you just felt angry for a
reason you dont really know? Like there is someone you felt like screaming
your lungs out at but you just couldnt really tell who. You keep telling
yourself not to be angry cos there is really no reason but somehow its
inside of you constantly nudging you at the ribs. The feeling actually
feels like your heart is being squeezed in between your lungs. Its an
annoying sensation, which seems to be only able to be cured if you
did something about it. Something aggresive, something crazy, something
violent, yet that doesnt really help either.

Well first of all maybe you might be angry at more than just one person.
Or perhaps its over something you might have just forgot about, but your
temper subconsciously flares over it anyways. Maybe its because you are

angry over more than one reason, till it becomes too overwhelming to the

point that you couldnt really give a shit about what you are angry about,
you just feel angry for the fucks of it.

I do not know why for some aparent reason, when someone has tested my
patience to the maximum limit I can never ever bring myself to forgive that
person. Whenever he or she does something wrong that triggers my temper,
even ever so slightly Ill instantly feel hatred for that person. Sounds stupid
right? Well Im fixing it. Atleast Im trying to anyways. Haih I hate it when
my anger fucking takes over.

Well things that mostly tick me off is not as what most of my friends think.
Here is a list of things where people may think that pisses me off but actually
its doesnt really do much. Im cool with this, well sort of
1) Late when meeting with me
2) Teasing/annoying me
3) hitting me for no apparent reason
4) etc etc

These are the things where you should pay more attention to.
1) When you dont tell me anything
- for one, I dont think I am a mind reader. When something is wrong, or you
have to tell me something important, spill it out! Dont expect me to find out
on my own and cause massive complications. I fucking swear nobody ever
tells me anything, or atleast something I should REALLY know, that ticks me
off to the max.

2) Being insensitive around me

- ok fine, teasing me once in a while is all fine and dandy. Its funny and yes
we can have a good laugh. But if you overly and continuosly do it, that really
gets on my nerves cos it gets really annoying after awhile. I know I usually
accept insults or whatever but that does not that you can step on me all the
time.

3) Never listen
- I hate stubborn people who never ever listen. The problem is some people
can be so stubborn at times cos of their ego. Damn cant stand it when someone
tries to act smart in a certain situation and somehow fucks it even more with
their so called intellect.

Ok, thats enough ranting for one night. Sorry if I have offended anyone, this
post is not intentionally directed to anyone. Its just a general post about
whatever. Peace.

NOTICE(semi important)

I have changed my old number from 0194161260 to 0124287696

Disenchanted

Hi again everyone, Im currently updating this crappy stagnant blog
from my friend's laptop as mine is still in Penang. It will be sent to me
in a few day's time I guess so I shall continue persevering life without
a personal computer for just a while longer. Its been about 10 days
since the holidays officially ended and its been fine so far. There is
nothing much to read up and its quite relaxed, just for this week.
Not expecting things to be this good next week, but I'll just enjoy
things as it is now.

Although Im not very sure exactly how to enjoy my free time now as
there is virtually nothing to do! The weekend is really long and cruel,
4 days straight of nothing to do. The only thing that keeps me sane is
the tv in the living room. Ive never felt so much like a couch potato in
my whole entire life. They say the mind is a terrible thing to waste, but
look at me, do I have a choice? -____-

Aside from this unusually crappy weekend, the past week has been
kind of crazy, more like some party week. Last week was spent mostly
on going out and boozing my ass off seriously. Within the first few days
I already drove to midvalley for an outing and attended Feera's party.
After that I spent most of my nights boozing with my housemates as
my neighbour brought a bottle of chivas from langkawi. Great, now I
sound like some frigging alcoholic, maybe I should start going to poppy.

Anyways on a totally different topic, something weird happened today.
My dad called me on the phone telling me my bro met in a small car
accident. A motorcycle rear-ended my bro's car while he was making
a hasty last minute turning. Hmm, sounds normal but the twist is the
motorcyclist is a good friend of mine. No one got really injured and
things are fine but what a coincidence right? Really, Penang island
is so small.

Anyways, I hope I will be able to bring this blog back too life as soon
as I get my laptop back. Im gonna work on a 2nd video on one of these
boring lazy weekends because I feel like it. tata =)