The Gates have Closed

Those who have made this long holiday a great one. Hopefully we shall hang out again
during christmas? :D

It's 11:09 now and Im not even done packing my stuff yet. Yep,
you guessed it Im leaving tomorrow. Tomorrow is different because
Ill be driving my car down to Semenyih for the very first time. Ill, be
departing from mainland Penang around 9 am and hopefully reach
semenyih by lunch time. Its great to finally have my car down here
but I have another problem. My laptop is trashed and it needs repair
therefore for the the first week(or few weeks) Ill be without my
laptop so I wont be online much. =(

Anyways, it feels like time has just jolted by as it suddenly hit me,
the holidays are OVER. It took me awhile to take it in because this
holiday has been really really long. 4 and a half months of doing absolute
jack. Thats how this holiday went. Of course I did go out, spend time with
my friends and family but this holiday was so long, that I felt really
useless for the first time in my whole life. But whatever I had fun.

Im looking forward to next sem, as Im looking forward to all the

new things that are about to come. New friends, new schedule, new
lifestyle and new bicycle. Mine got STOLEN. Like wtf, damn unlucky
but fortunately its just a cheap bike. I hope whoever steals it rides it
and falls into a drain and eat shit while in there. PUI!

I do not want to repeat myself in this post regarding this holiday of
what Ive been through and what I did. I have written numerous posts
during this holiday about everyday activities. Yes it was fun but there
is just too much to write about. Will try to update again when I get to
campus. Goodnight!

Need some carrots. Seriously!

Its funny how the absence of material things can affect your life
in such a manner. Most people say dont be materialistic, cherish
more important things such as friends and family bla bla bla. Although
they are right, we infact wont be able to last a single day without
material objects cos these are the objects which brings us to these
people.

For example, without a car how to meet your friends? Without
your handphone how to keep in touch with family? Without laptop
how to trade emails and send msn messages to loved ones? Right??!
This proves that people are not materialistic because they want to,
its because they have no choice. As for those who are materialistic
in the sense of trivial things such as expensive clothes and such, you
should be shot right now, in the face. Thats right sissy boy!! ;)

Why do I suddenly speak of such things? Well first of all 2 days ago my
car was taken away from me. So no transport lor. The day after that
my laptop was taken away from me, so no internet. As for today???
My room was taken away from me like wtf. Oh ok lemme explain, both
car and laptop are in the shop. Room is given to some guests at the moment.
It was either sleeping with my bro or sleeping in the computer room. Of
course I made the smarter choice. :p

I cant wait for uni to reopen!! I usually dont say this because I enjoy my
holidays, every moment of it. But now, since most of my friends arent
around its just really boring here. Its sad really, playing all sorts of random
mini warcraft games all day and watching tv. I think I might need to start
wearing spectacles from now on. My eyes are like literally glued to the
screen all day. Sigh. Goes to show you dont go home for the sake of going
home. You go home for the people. Adious muchachos amigos!

Good news

I passed my resit, which really good news to me. I have never felt
so relieved in my whole entire life. All Ive been feeling for the past
few weeks is anxiety and now I can feel the weight of the world off
my shoulders. Phew, I must say that Im pretty proud of myself
right now :)

So its off to uni in about a weeks time from now and this time it will
be different cos Im driving my car down!! Yes I can finally drive around
KL, which is nearly my 2nd home. I can finally meet my friends easily
and eliminate out quite a few inconviniences. However, I have of course
thought about the pros and cons of bringing down my car here. Here's
the list.

Pros-
-easier to go around
-much safer than a bike
-lesser dependence on public transport
-saves time

Cons-
-increase in costs(petrol)
-lesser excercise from bike
-parking(parking in campus isnt exactly easy)
-Ill be going out more?

It seems that the pros and cons almost balance each other out. But if
I have missed out anything from the pros and cons please speak out
as my ears are open to any advise/suggestions. Bringing a car will make
a significant difference in my uni life so I really wanna put some thought
into it.

Through my experience doing a resit Ive learnt a lot from it. That is
why Next semester things are going to change. I know Ive made alot
of stupid promises on this blog but now its different. I intend to keep
it as I do not want to screw up another holiday. That is why during
next sem I will
-not skip classes for stupid reasons
-pay full attention in class and not joke around
-revise revise revise
-allocate atLEAST 1 hour a day to revision
-complete tutorials

I realised that Ive taken many of my lecture and tutorial sessions
for granted and it was really stupid. Last minute studying isnt going
to make the cut anymore, I feel that Ive been influenced too much
by the people around me during secondary school and college. Its
a really bad habit doing ANYTHING last minute. I cant see why
people around me, ALL people around me for that matter cant take
the initiative to manage time properly. I guess its the pot calling the
kettle black anyways =/

Stick Rider

Hey there guys, this is a video I made yesterday to pass the time.
It took me almost half a day to complete it. I know its a bit funky
cos I used paint but Im not some animator ok? Please Please Please
watch till the end =). Feel free to comment too. You can roughly guess
whats it about....




Thanks for watching :D

Fiend's Grip

I dont know why, but lately I have been really moodless to do anything. Its
like Im a walking zombie. All Ive been doing since I got back is go online all
day listening to music and basically doing nothing physical. Ive been back
from KL for about a week now and Ive been out only once so far. Although
Ive been asked out a few times Ive turned them down because I am just in
no mood.

Well, I can honestly blame it on my 3 weeks of solitude in KL. Being alone for
3 weeks have sort of destroyed me internally. Not speaking to anyone face2face
for a whole day can really take a toll on you. I dont know why but I think I
might have lost abit of my people skills back there just being alone @___@.
If you go out with me now, Im really quiet and I wont say much. I dont know
why opening my mouth now is such a burden. Staying at home seems more
tempting that doing anything else. *sigh

To make things worse, Im not sure why lately people are constantly trying to
test my patience. Seriously, I get really irritable over silly little things and
its like people delibrately try to piss me off and are happy at the fact that they
have successfully pissed me off! What a welcome home. Ive never really seen
myself as an angry person but shits ever since I got home its like im the yellow
hulk or some shit like that. Even as Im typing this post out I feel like mutilating
something grr.

Waiting for the release of my results is another matter. Im going crazy just
waiting for it as Im overly anxious of my outcome of studying for 3 weeks without
much interuption. To be honest Ive never been so afraid of something like this
before. The feeling is just horrible really, I think about it before I sleep, I think
about when I wake up and once in a while it just pops in my mind. And the
occasional incessant questions:
can enter uni or not?
can ah?
wanna apply somewhere else just in case?
sure you can or not?
to be honest I dont even have a rough answer

Im just really having a lousy week, I wish I could go out more so I wouldnt
have to be at home all the time. I just need to get out of my cage in the dark
but the problem is I dont know who to go out with and seek solace from. I
guess I just want to be alone. First I was forced to be alone now I wish to be
alone haih, a bit confused here. At times like this, I just feel like going back
to campus and rot there till this unusually long holiday is over.

Green, Red and Watery

LOL you can see the cobwebs forming around this blog already, well I
am once again making an effort to see to it that this blog is updated. I
started by changing the header. Time for a change. Anyways, I shall now
bore you with what happened during my 4 weeks in KL. I went through
some shit and had really good times during that 4 weeks. I can say it
almost changed my life a bit.

Well the first 3 weeks was rather urmmmm, DULL!! You got a rough
picture of how it went from one of the previous posts I wrote which
I ranted about what I did and stuff. Well it mostly consists of me studying,
cycling to campus for meals and listening to the radio on astro because
there was no astro card in the decoder in my rented house. On a normal
day, I would be at the table in the living room with my books cos my room
is too messy. OPUS(yes I know =.=) will be on, and Id be hitting the books
for hours with many many breaks in between. These breaks consist of
just sitting down, maybe snacking or lying in bed for 5 mins.



I did say I would cycle to campus for meals but sometimes I get lazy so
I cook my own meals. Usually I would cook maggi mee and stuff but once
in a while I will cook up a nice batch of bolognise macaroni. Not bad eh ;).
I did get some of my groceries from a lady who owns a little grocery shop
near my place. But I only went there once. That auntie sold me 12 rotten
eggs. Wtf wei. Aside from that I had to depend on the campus convinience
store most of the time with the jacked up prices but atleast the stuff was
the real deal lol.

Well, without a car would mean Id be eating in campus mostly. Eating
in campus would mean that Id be eating hell alot less. Eating hell alot less
would mean that Id be losing weight. Yes I did, before I went to KL I
weighed myself. The scale read 61 kilos, when I got back, I hopped back
on and it read 56 kilos. I lost 5 kgs in 4 weeks. Imagine that hahaha.
I would however like to keep it that way, cos all Ive been doing since I
got back is eat eat eat. sigh. Aside from that Ive been gyming abit after
getting some tips from the master lol, heavy weight champion IMK!

I didnt spend my 3 weeks of study cooped up in my house. I went out
twice LOL! I know its sad, but when you have papers you shouldnt go
out that often. The first outing was with uni friends watching a movie.
I got to meet up with Jess which was the main highlight LOL!! The
second outing was a foundation gathering. It was cool catching up with
all the mates after having our holiday for so long. It was cool as all the
faculties were there. We literally wrecked paddington house of pancakes
lol.

The remaining one week after my 3 weeks of study was just plain
awesome. I spent most of my time around bangsar area with my
high school friends. It was great catching up with all of them again
as its been almost a year since I last saw them. Sadly, we are all
now going seperate directions sigh. I didnt get to meet with them
all tho, there were some difficulties with time and all, Ill try
again when uni reopens. YES IM TALKING TO YOU NABS!

Before I left I went for Jess and Carmen's watermelon party.
the should have called it lamb part, Ive never tasted such great
lamb before lol. But of course they took pains on other things as
well such as setting up the tables, food and truck load of watermelons
lol. There was also some DDR and karaeoke involved. Not exactly
very good in both but whatever. Cheers people I had a grand time!!