I hate changes, esp intruders

Caught these two piggies sleeping at the back of my car during our round island trip

Hey there guys I know Ive not been updating my blog so here you go.
Ive been currently too moodless to do anything including updating this
blog because I have to study for my econs resit paper. Damn that stupid
paper ruining my fricking holidays. Well, Ive been expecting this to happen
and I guess I saw it coming but never really expected to feel this bad about
it. Ive planned so many things for this holidays and have to unexpectedly
cancel them because of this resit. Gosh, I feel so damn stupid for putting
my hopes up too high, well pointless ranting about it now.

Well I cant say I didnt enjoy the part of my holiday before the results
came out. Im glad that I managed to spend time with those close to me
at every chance I got. I managed to do quite a lot of things here and had
a real blast. Makes me really sad that my holiday is kind of prematurely
over. But it is a good lesson Ive learnt and a very painful one too which
I will never forget. I promise that I wont repeat this stupid mistake
ever again.

Well I watched transformers two already, WHAT A BIG DISAPPOINTMENT!!
Call me a critic but I didnt like the movie seriously. It wasnt as good as I expected
it to be. Imagine my horror watching this after waiting for a whole entire year to
watch it. Of course there were many good parts in it and the action was amazing
but what really ruined the movie was how Micheal Bay tried to add a few touches
of humour to it. ~NOT FUNNY~. I hate it esp when the twins transformers tried
to act black and shit. What the hell.. Lame ass shit.. sorry guys I know you guys
thinks it was awesome..

Anyways I would really like to thank my friends who have helped me through
this hard time. Its a real bummer for me and Im glad my friends are always there
to help me pull through offering any sort of help they could. But disappointingly
this doesnt apply to all of my close friends, some can be so God Damn insensitive.
Choose your words wisely people!!

The Helmet Remover

Hello...

I'm a friend of Ronald's.. One of his close friends.. I managed to hack into his account. so i'm gonna write a post about him & i'll try to cheer this blog up.. It just looks a little emo and surprisingly coming from a joker like him.. =P

Anyway, Ronald, is someone really different than i expected. When i first saw Ronald, i thought he looked like a litttle goodie boy with his innocent looking hair before he had his helmet (bushy hair) on.. Then when i got to know him better, i think that he tries very hard to make people laugh which might sometimes be lame..

There was once i had a little complication with him which put our friendship at stake, after what people say and talk about him.. but after thinking back, i think Ronald is one good friend which u might not like when u first know him but after u get to know him, u'll realize he is a much better friend than a lot of people. Although he looks like a person that doesnt care about stuffs, but actually he really do care. He is one friend which appreciates every thing a person does for him. He never fails to say thanks when he asks for a favour, he always volunteer to take things if he see girls carrying lots of stuffs, which not much guys now a days would do.

He is also an easy going person but he chooses his friends as well.. Some people sometimes pisses him off for not much reasons.. i understand why.. LOL...but the good thing about him is, when his friends wanna do something, he doesnt mind following them even if it requires walking from one far end to another. He is also someone that u can trust. Well, he does tell people stuffs about others too.. but when u ask him not to say anything about your secret, at least he knows how to shut his mouth.

What else about him, he can tolerate craps from people, which not everyone can stand and i know there's one point which i treated him like crap cuz i was really pissed at him after a few rumors which i later found out that it wasnt true. I realized that although i treated him like crap, he was still very helpful and he didnt complain a single word until i realized that i was a little mean to him *ehem* i think it wasnt just a little mean.. Sorry Ronald.. lol..

But anyway, at least after everything we got closer & i got to know him better & i am glad to have him as a friend :)

What i'm trying to say is, u should really get to know a person before judging them... :)

Jess ~ The Helmet Remover =D

Why live on the edge when you can jump off?

People often complain that they hardly know each other enough
eventhough they have known each other for a very long time, so
here Im trying to remedy this problem by giving a post-friendship
introduction. Perhaps you guys might wanna give it a try for
the convinience of my and your other friends.

Well for starters Im obviously a very happy for lucky person who
is chilled most of the time and hardly worries about anything. But
there is a certain degree usually a serious one where I would be
brought down. Usually when Im down its very hard to cheer me up
or get me back up on my feet, but Im hardly ever down, just once
in a while. It never takes me a long time to recover anyways, and
I tend of exaggarate my problems.

My temper in general is quite stable as Im a very patient person.
I can take in quite a lot of crap basically from anyone and still keep
my cool. I hardly ever resort to releasing my anger on anybody
when Im angry. Well if you would like to test my patience, usually
what would tick me off is when people distract me when im doing
something(etc driving) and continue after Ive warned them or when
they crap a lot of senseless things which are not funny. I also dislike
it when people talk behind me or any of my friend's back. Usually
Id give chances, when when you had your last, trust me you wouldnt
want to see that side of me.

Well Im not a person who isnt too hard to please. I dont live by
luxuries and dont require any special treatment of any kind to live.
I always appreciate what is given to me and I seriously HATE it
when it comes to troubling people. Well as for my friends, my demands
are simple. Here's the list
1) Always keep in touch (a simple hi on msn or a phonecall never hurts)
2) Please try to be punctual when it comes to meeting, esp when you gave the timing.
3) When something is wrong dont keep it to yourself, let me know!!(Im not a mindreader)
4) Dont over do it when it comes to poking fun, you know the limit
5) Open up and dont be shy around my other friends, they arent monsters.
6) Be atleast a bit appreciative when being helped out
7) Dont unnecessarily lie to me, white lies are ok once in a while(zero tolerance to this shit)
8) Bottle up your ego, it has no room in my world
9) Always forgive and forget =)

Well another thing about me is that I never live dangerously, EVER! Its
not that I dont want to, its that Ive done it and have been punished
severely lol!! Ive taken big risks in my life and did a lot of crazy things
and the outcome is always bad. I never had luck, and I dont need it
either. For those people living on the edge I salute you!

Angel of Sorrow

I dont know why is it that everytime we speak, its always
about something bad that happened to you. Honestly Im
getting really tired of it because you are generally such
a negative person who I feel is trying to test my patience
most of the time. I know its ok once in a while for my
friends to tell me their problems, but you seem to be
doing it all the time.

Ive tried talking to you and cheering you up but it never
ever works and it makes me feel bad inside. However you
still always complain to me regarding trivial matters that
you are upset about, like ALL time we talk. Its a really
lousy feeling really that everytime I wish to catch up with
you, you always end up complaining to me about your
silly problems.

Ive lost the person that I used to know and adore so much
as you've turned to this angel of sorrow. You didnt use to
be like this, not all the time anyways. I kinda missed the
times back then when you're a more happier person. Your
problems all dont seem too serious to me and we face these
things day to day ourselves. This has got to stop, I cant
stand it anymore.

note: this is not someone from uni.

Ruumba Siiii

Hi guys its been awhile since I diligently updated my blog, so
perhaps I shall start again. I think I did mention earlier that I
was doing a promotion job over the weekend. From friday to
sunday I was promoting this product called CyberClean alongside
my cousin and my bro. My cousin invested into this product and
he had to promote it for commision. Nobody believe that this
product would sell but my cousin proved them wrong. whopdeedoo

here is a google link for the product: http://images.google.com.my/images?hl=en&q=cyberclean&um=1&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=wi

Anyways the job wasnt as bad as I expected it to be, it was really
fun as I learnt quite a lot of things and it was a very rewarding
experience. I met all sorts of people while doing this job, all sorts.
There were those who were weird, attractive, curious, calculative,
ignorant and many more. It was really fun reeling the customers in
and convincing them to buy the product and I never knew I had
such skills ;)

I also managed to hang out with some friends while doing this
job as I would occasionally bump into them. Managed to have
some meals with them too. Then I would bump into some really
really old friends which I havent seen for years. Some remembered
me but others all just walked past me like I was some stranger but
I knew who they were, it was a really interesting feeling.

It was the most productive weekend of my whole holiday I guess
but now I have to find a REAL job. Sucks to be alive =.=

I feel it too

It has come to the time of the year, the one single time
where the inevitable is about to occur. This thing that
keeps me awake at night, always at the back of my mind.
I get so worried to the point where nothing else really
matters anymore, nothing can cheer me up. Not even
the closest of friends can pick me up.

It is this thing, that can even shatter the most happy-go-lucky
person like me to mere fragments of fear, anxiety and depression.
Im not really in the best of moods right now, lately ive been quite
irritable because of the lack of rest ive been getting. Dont get me
wrong Im glad to be home but going out everyday is taking a toll
on me and Im getting tired. To add up with that Ive been having
sleeping difficulties lately, Ill go to sleep really early but will be
awake till the obscenely early hours of the morning tossing and
turning.

Well if you have to know what this inevitable thing is you can
try and guess it for yourself although the answer is quite obvious.
For starters I'll just give a fair warning that at this moment
(Im not sure for how long) I wont take crap from anyone,seriously.
Please do not attempt to annoy me, please dont try and be stupid
around me, please try anything funny. Im not going to say I
need some time alone, infact Id be glad to go out, just that I
wont be in the best of moods for bullshit.


On the brighter side, Im going to have an outing tmr, probably a
long one that would wear me down so id have the mood to catch
up with some sleep. Gonna do some promotion thingy in Gurney
this weekend, hope its works out lol. I kinda need the cash cause
of this long holiday. Im so sorry that the beginning was so damn
filled with anger and emoness and shit but its been awhile since
I complained in here. Nah im not really pissy now, just a bit
irritable. Im so glad Ive got great friends.