She walked off

Hello people.. Im finally updating after 12 days of cny holidays.. Basically Ive
just been to lazy to blog because I was caught up doing quite a few things such
as chores, outings and watching tv haha. The first week was not really lively, just
stayed at home, played online games with friends that sort of stuff. I preferred it
that way because I wanted some rest. Well as for the second week, it was like I
went out almost everyday. Well this holiday didnt really go according to plan, plans
were made last minute, and not everyone was free because of cny. Well I dont blame
them, during cny, nothings EVER goes according to plan.

Im turning 19 in 5 days time. Lol, well time flies when you are having fun I guess. It
felt like it was just yesterday I celebrated my bday with some friends(I dont know where
they are now) in some cheapo foodcourt. Honestly those were the good times when things
were less, complicated. It seems that fate has put me in Disted(my ex college), where I
had made alot of friends there, reunited with some old ones and they are the ones I can actually
keep. Even after not seeing them for a long time, being with them again, there is never a dull
moment.

Well enough of the mushy stuff haha.. Here are the list of things I did during cny
1) Gambling
2) "Yam Cha"(having a drink with friends)
3) Internet cafe
4) Went to Gurney alot(as usual)
5) Paintballing
6) Sunset Bistro(walked by the beach)
7) Hung out with friends at my place

Well thats about it, I can proudly say the budget for this holiday didnt really hurt my wallet.
Im kinda tired from all these outings and stuff, I prepared to come back to Semenyih for a brand
new semester and my very last for foundation :)

Happy CNY

I know I haven`t been updating my blog lately so here it is..
Feeling kinda lazy now so Ill list everything in point form and in chronological order
1) Got a new dog
2) I got a haircut
3) Im not in the holiday mood :(
4) Feeling lazy to go out lately
5) Planning a trip to Jerejak
6) Played left for dead ALOT
7) Visiting Net City more than usual( now that is what I call nerding)
8) Getting a new laptop
9) Started playing CnC Generals again
10) Anyone wanna ask me out?? kinda lazy to plan :(

lol at life

Im feeling quite fucked up right now because my whole body feels sick.
Here I am trying to cram my management notes when all of the sudden
I get this weird feeling in my gut and I couldn't stop coughing. After that
I felt like there was something wrong inside, the lingering feeling is still
there and its a weird feeling like something is crawling up your throat from
your stomach and it keeps going up and down. I had supper earlier with my
housemates. About half an hour ago I puked it all out. Fuck it.

Today and yesterday(since it has already passed midnight) has got to be
the most fucked up day ever in 2009. I woke up early in the morning to do
my maths because I was having the paper in the afternoon. The paper wasnt how
I expected it to be and I dont expect to do too well in it. Heck its been like that
for all 3 papers I just sat through. To top up with that I lost my pencil box GREAT.
After I got back I was quite tired so I just spent time on the internet and listening to
music. I was already quite pissy at that time so I decided to cool off and take a shower.
Just as I slammed the door behind me, I realised I locked myself out as I didnt hear
the jingle of my keys in my shower basket.

GREAT

I was stuck out of my room with only a towel and nothing on. The thought of being stuck
outside for the rest of the night without any clothes, no bed. Fine, but my lecture notes??
Im having a test soon and Ive gotta get them. I knocked on my housemate's door, to call
my landlord(I didnt have my phone with me either, so I was COMPLETELY fucked). He
talked to him for a while to try and get my spare key. But my landlord said it was too late and
he could pass it to me only tomorrow. I told my housemate to tell him its urgent and the landlord
gave me permission to break the knob. My pleasure.

A small price to pay to avoid failing for my exam. With all the anger inside me I released
it on the door knob. I hit it hard with my fist, banged it with my elbow and hit it
with different objects such has thick unused books. For once in these 2 whole crappy weeks
Ive been staying here I actually felt I was releasing some stress. I kept hitting the knob
determined to get back my room and after 20 minutes of violence it broke off. It was
funny for a while because my housemates watch me do it all in my towel. What happened after
my shower I don't want to talk about it.

After that I did some studying and went supper at some mamak place with my housemates.
Had a roti tisu and teh tarik and off we went home. About 20 mins later I puked it all out.
I feel so fucked up right now and sick inside. I cant wait for these 4 more days to end. I
want to go home and see my friends. A 2 week break from this shit hole will do me some good.

Forked Tongue

After years of cracking
EVIL
perverted
Mean
bad
Cruel
Jokes I ask myself this question.
am I an evil bastard??
well lets see what everyone else has to say:

omigosh you are so mean la.
damn bad la you!
pervert man you
wtf?
wth?
you're going to marry a fat wife wei
don't be so mean la

Well as bad as these statements may seem, they are usually accompanied by
hard laughter. What does this prove then? Why do people laugh so much when
I say bad things and yet won't ever imagine saying anything just as bad themselves?
Hmmm who are my usual victims to jokes?

1) fat people
2) people who look funny
3) freaks and geeks
4) people with funny names
5) ass holes and complete dumb asses

Think Im a bad person? Let me clarify that I NEVER ever meant to hurt anyone
when I said my jokes out. I NEVER ever meant a single word in my jokes. I NEVER
embarass my victims infront of his or her friends or never did embarass them for
that matter. My single biggest regret is having friends who after listening to my jokes
let my victims hear about it. So whos wrong? What I say was never meant for the victim's
ears. I made damn sure that he or she never had to hear about it.

Well you probably think that Im a hipocrite for writing this post but listen, I never
meant any of the things I said. Infact my jokes usually defy logic eg:(he is so fat he cant fit through his door) It doesn't make any sense, it's just for fun. It's for me to entertainmy friends and not for some foul reason to bring anyone down. I occasionally make fun

of my friends too but I never did it to a degree where it would piss off or hurt anyone.

As for those people, who cant chill out and just listen to a joke, and think that im some cruel

bastard, well Im sorry, I hate you =). It may seem unfair but yeah, Ive got nothing to say

but I hate you. Im not going to try and change my attitude to please you, Im not going to

be more polite and gentle with my words aroudn you, Im not going to lie to myself and

be a hipocrite just for you. I owe you nothing fuck off.

As for friends who say Im mean and all, I dont really mind lol, I do agree Im mean but not to a negative extent. You are the only people who can appreciate a good laugh unlike

those others who think they are so innocent. Whatever =P

Break Your Stinky Legs

The first week of 2009 has ended and Ive been going through nothing but exams and studies.
I seriously cant wait for all of it to end so I can enjoy my holidays for 2 weeks before entering
the new semester. Accounts is over finally but Im not expecting to get very good results
for it though. Anyways here is a list of things I wish to do/accomplish for the year 2009.

1) Hang out and catch up with old secondary school friends(seriously its been too long).
2) Spend a week or two hanging out in KL before the long holidays start.
3) Execute Genting trip #2
4) Enter Uni =)
5) Plan a trip to Langkawi.
6) Expand my bike riding route
7) Sunway Lagoon(on a week day)
8) Go Euphoria again(damn I miss the place)
9) Try to learn some mandrin over the holidays
10) Go paintballing
11) Drive my car here(Semenyih) before first year starts

Well thats about it but Im sure the list will be updated from time to time

ZZzz

Ive been having issues with my sleep lately because Ive been having weird reoccuring dreams for the past 3 nights. Last time I use to have dreamless sleep which i tot was rather mundane because well its boring! But, I take my wish back lol, I dont want to have dreams when I sleep because I dont exactly get my rest and I usually wake up in a jolt during weird hours of the morning.

Why?? Why? WHY?! is it that when exams are so close I have all of these sleeping problems. It makes it really hard for me to study during the day because I feel so damn tired. During last semester I had insomnia, which really sucks because I was a living zombie during day time. This time I was quite glad because I could actually get some sleep but I keep getting these weird dreams! Most of these dreams consist of nightmares mind you.

Nothing much really happened after the new year. Most of my days involve reading eating and sleeping. I cant wait for the exams to end so I can finally get back home and have a real holiday =)

Bye bye 2008

pictures of 2008 that really mean something to me.
start scanning for your faces :p